MY BIRTHDAY(:

babysheng , bestie alist , fionadarling , angelyn , vera , benyeo , gabriel and i @ balcony.

hunn and i (:
BESTIES<3

I LOVE THEM.
nothing seems more important.
WE WERE MEANT TO BE. THANKS GIRLS <3

i look so lustful here. hahah

QUICK PLEASE ! I WANNA EATTT.
thanks darl (:
THEY BOUGHT THIS OH-SOOO-CUTE HAIRBAND FOR ME TO WEAR THROUGHOUT THE NIGHT.
the clique! <3


I FELT SO TORTURED! :D

i was so sleepy cause i was watching indian ----
random.
HEHEH I WAS SO HAPPY!
WE WERE REALLLYYYYY DYING TO EAT THE CAKE. just look at it , so niceeeeeee!


presents from some of my girlfriend (: <33!

from bestie alist (:
THANKS MDM WAN FOR SINGING BIRTHDAY SONG TO ME.
okay , gwen's just my model. these balloons and presents are from teh clique. thanks sweetheart! :D i like them alottttttt.




thanks lessy , i really appreciate the effort you put in and the love that executed this gift.

it means alot alot alot to me , and i can't express enough how thankful i am.

thanks! :D <3

start studying hard and sleeping early.

LESSY BAKED THIS FOR ME (: YUMM.
CHENXIAOWEI! :D i loveeeeeeeee you alot.

you know it.

baby and i (:



THANKS EVERYONE ! FOR THE LITTLE TO BIG THINGS YOU ALL DID JUST TO MAKE IT A MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY.

I LOVEEEEEE YOU ALL :D

there're a couple more photos , but another day (:

HEHEHEHEH :D I'M A HAPPY PILL NOW.

MET UP WITH FIONADARLING , VERA , ANGELYN , ALISTAIRBESTIE , GABRIEL GOH AT SOMERSET.

they made me walk around town in blindfolds , yes! and they brought me to balcony @ heeren for dinner. surprised me with two people , BABY SHENG AND BENJAMIN YEOOOOO! :D omgomgomg i was so happy. cakes , presents , balloons and everything <3>

i swear they made my day.(or rather night)
MY HAPPIEST DAY OF THIS YEAR.


goodnight, i love them all.
BIGBIGBIG/

hi earthlings .

i had such a tiring day. studied for 2hours in school , using free periods(: and amath for around 3 hours after school , which was apparently slow death. haha <: met julene and rebecca and woodlands mrt and made our way to rpee to continue my studying spree! WEEEEEEEE YESSS WEEEEEEEEE (not.) oh yes , rebecca's friend was also there , and he's H.
only julene and i were studying , for 2 hours? and we left for macs to eat (: i'm gonna die of fatigue soon. what's gonna make me reallyyyyy happy is i'm meeting fiona and teh clique tomorrow! :D heheheh.


so , i did 7 hours of productive studying today :D !


GOODNIGHT , I'M GONNA HIT THE SACK.


sometimes , you just make me so mad i feel like slapping you.

(: HELLO PEOPLE.


okay , i've not taken enough photos for my birthday cause there're more to come.


so here's what i have to say -short and sweet.
thanks to those who remembered , wished me , loved me in ways you can.


thanks ,
daddy , mummy , sister , baby , xiaowei , joelang , alistair , fionadarling , isaacchan , irvinong , limjiayi , kenziong , elishelim ,ruiqi , nasriah ,shermaine , shandy , meilina , sijie , marvin , leonard , aaronleong , antheatan , wanqin , juleneang , rebecca , deanna , natasha , rudy, caleb , sophie , mdmwan , veragoh , angelyntan , estherweez, kirkzhang , gabrielgoh , leo , dharham , xianwen , leont , shaunlim , jon ong , jasontan , pornchai , matthieu , sanji , joelleong , celinechua , raffy , tuckwah , adamtie , jericwong , nathanael wee , nathaniel lim , joash ang , jonathan ang , hillary , natalie , aunty niko , aunty connie , cheriegan , crystal poh , amanda ho , clementlim , roytong , xt , quixia , sebastianwong , shah , benyeo , simontee , erwin tirta , leonsee , teomin , francesca , carmentham , liyana , xueyi , brandaloh , gary , kirstenchua and sean.

this is really all i can remember and i'm sorry if i didn't mention your name. i appreciate everyone's blessing , gifts and all (:


&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEO CHU CHUN LAM! :D (i'm one and half hour early! )

(((: you're one gooooooooood friend!


photos another day.

soph , shayir(i think) , xueyi.

MY BELOVED GRANDPA.

just a short note ; I REALLY LOVE HIM ALOT ALOT,
<3
sometimes certain things are better left unsaid (: hugs.
DADDY ISN'T SO BLACK . it's because of the editing effect.
esther chong and i (:
mummy , me , esther.
we were gonna burst out into laughter.hahaha
look at the cute(and fat) man behind! :D
my second boyfriend. so tall right?! :D
WEDDING CAR (:

all my looking-elsewhere snapshots.HAHAH
<:
HEEEEE
sister and i (:

yea , so these are some of the photos we took yesterday. let me emphasize again , S-O-M-E. hahaha :D

church-ed today and i like the sermon (: went home to change into shorts and bus down to japanese club. jiayi and i were supposed to lunch there but some things cropped up so i cabbed down to her place instead (: waited for her at the poolside and we climbed over the gates to get out (: it's my first time climbing gates! :D hahah. and we cabbed down to meridien , so jiayi can weewee. and we walked to wheelock for sakae! YUMMM , i ate my favourite cha soba and green peas. we stayed there for 2 hours i think , talking about everything under the sun.

on a random note , jiayi's a lovely girl (:

hehehe (: we headed home soon after that. and i'm really tired now >: i have second thoughts on going to school tomorrow , BUT the teachers are so gonna kill me if i skip school again. urgggg ): i abhor/contempt/dislike/hate/dread waking up early!

my only consolation is - i'm gonna watch the transformers with chusheng tomorrow (:

blessed are those who watch upon the weary ones.

goodnight!

hunney at thai express (:

our lunch - honey chicken rice and softshell crab rice.

esther and i (:

today is an extremely awesome day ! (: if you think we kept our smiles and cameras in our pocket , you're so wrong. C-A-M-W-H-O-R-E-D like mad :D but the photos are still with my cousin. aunty's wedding was fine (: but i'm really tired.



baby came down to tiong bahru plaza to meet me for lunch (: we had thai express. (TEH BOMBXZXZ) and i headed for aunty's wedding with my family. i miss that boy so much after my dinner so i cabbed down to centrepoint to meet him (: (: (: i gave baby a stalk of rose and sins chocs. HEEEEEEE <3>
and we cabbed home.
the cab driver's damn cool.

haha goodnight worldd.
gonna buzz cxw now , double yayy.

if there were to be one thing to end my night happily ,
IT'D BE STUDYING AND SWIMMING WITH DARLING LIMJIAYI THIS SUNDAY!
i miss this doll shit asssss loads.


argh , today's just not my day ): rose and shone , still i couldn't lift that lazy soul outta my bed or outta my house. so much for skipping school to study today ): it depresses me so much when i don't accomplish what i set for myself. 1 month and i week to my prelims and i'm really trying to study as much as i can. yea if you have eyes , you'd know how hardworking i am now compared to what i was.

so yea i wasted half the day staring into my tiny laptop and besides that , i was busy breaking the law (limewire spree.) and transferring them into my cellphone (: till then , i was pms-ing like god knows why. i just gets pissed off with things not going my way and sorry sheng for all that ignorance i displayed ): you're the loveliest thing on earth. thanks for buying my fave btk chicken rice and rushing down to my house. and of course waiting for me while i tried cheering myself up by scrubbing the toilet and spraying water out of the window. thanks for playing stupid games with me (like me trying to lift him up while lying down.) everything will be etched deep in there.

when will time do justice to me by letting me play more than i study (:

on the greener side of the grass , tomorrow's aunt's wedding! :D rejuvenating face treatment , lady's dress , pretty accessories , girly doll up , beautiful hair and nails , 2inch heels - HERE I COME (: it's been a long time since i did all of these above at one go.
i'm still a girl , i love dolling up (:
hopefully we'll take lots and lots of photos , or at least I will.
haha toodles.
goodnight worldd.

there are so many people i can't do with in my life , each an everyone has their importance.
& one of them is isaac chan.
if one day he were to be gone , a big part of me will perish.
he's the one who has pulled me through the countless times of setbacks and obstacles ,
cushioning my fall and soothing my pain.
each time those darts penetrate right through my heart ,
he's the one who pick me up.

you look at me with love and watch me rise again.

rpee.

hey (:

i went to rpee this afternoon to meet joel and shaun for lunch. their appearance makes my food hot uh (haha.) shaun told me jonong has been studying hard at home , and i'm really surprised. good that the boy's making good his promise (: so we lunched for about an hour and they sent me to the library. i studied till 5ish today (: pretty productive. leon see dropped by to say hi and talked for about 15 mins before he went back to class.

i don't know if i should go to school tomorrow cause i think it'll be another wasted day if i go ): i've thought it over today. i shall study super hard for prelims , study everything i ought to know for os. and the time i have after prelims will all be revision. will i reach my goal or fall short of my expectation?

god please help me.

14th june , baby's birthday.

i skipped school today (: cause i think it'd be better if i study on my own. so so so i'm going down to rpee to meet joel for lunch and study till evening. daddy will pick me up and send me to collect my dress for aunty's wedding (: ciaos , i gotta bathe and leave now.

(: hello.

i had my chinese olevel oral today , and like what kuoloon say : just a pass will do. it's really difficult (only applies to me though) , and half of the time i was blabbering improper chinese ): it's sad , really. on a brighter note , i met chusheng at westmall's coffee bean for raspberry cheesecake. baby's broke today (: so i do the small treat :D i was telling hunn about stuffs i heard today and somehow it bothered me a big deal.

i don't live off guys , that's one. i didn't purposely pick a well off (maybe not to some) boyfriend and much more , i don't ask things from my boyfriend / ask him to pay for my food. in a relationship , there's giving and taking isn't it? but who ever said everything must be given and taken equally , without a loss. no right? duh-uh. of course , he does pay for my food and some things. in the same way , i do too. maybe not as much , but i still make him sweet little things , cook and send lunchbox to him. many things are not just what eyes can see , so get your facts right before you start all your criticism and judgements that could put one down.
i love chusheng only because of what's made of him , and what he's making of me.


okay , back to my day (:
i came home and cooked dinner for my family : 1. carrot pork rib soup.
2. garlic prawns.
3. vege.

and i'm really glad they like it (:
despite my jam packed schedule , i'd still do something for this family i love.


on a random note > if you don't like norah jones , you're weird!
:D

7th month

our desserts

our neoprints,
at paragon (:
in sushi tei (: shades of us !
yeah our dinner!
SUSHI TEI.
<:l

jiayi , francesca and i <3

gabriel and i ! :D

look at fiona,
I LOVE MY GIRLS.
twins (:


yayyyyy

are we hot or what. HAHHA
(:
thinking of you constantly.
LOVE.

camwhores.

if i were to use one word to describe today , happiness is the best fit. what's going on? i've no lack of faith that the usual's not gonna change. this is how i feel , nothing's going wrong on top.


haha , i'm really happy today (: yeah cause today's our 7th month. i'm not happy because hunn and i last till now (it's not long anyways) , but i really enjoy spending quality time with him , yeah totally! :D it beats spending time shopping , catching a movie , on the phone and stuffs. though we didn't get anything for each other , it still rock upside down. it's been quite some time since hunn and i spent time together on our monthly ann thing. and even if it was just not too long ago , it was just a simple fare. today was simple too , just that it's more fun! (:


so yes , the most important thing - church. had service at expo hall as today was a combined service. the sermon totally hit me and i felt really convicted. it was about forgiving totally. yea totally makes a difference , big one indeed. sometimes we think we have forgiven someone , but these "sometimes" , we're often wrong. forgiveness is really an extension of grace because it's not something within expectation but beyond it. many times , we focused on our own hurts , but never bothered/tried to understand how the other party is feeling which eventually boils down to hatred. it isn't easy to forgive yes , but it isn't that difficult to forgive too. who are we to judge when everyone's created in the image of God.



(: (: (: after which , i headed down to gramp's place with my family. i'm excited about auntyliana's wedding dinner and all. but i didn't know preparation for wedding is such a 'hassle' , yea in a way (not that it's bad.). stayed there till 4plus and bus-ed down to town to meet chusheng (:


bought my lip gloss juice while waiting for him. IT'S REALLY NICE ANYWAYS! :D went to heeren to take neoprints and YES IT TURNED OUT QUITE NICE [: headed to paragon for dinner. we ate at sushi tei which is like teh bomb! :D we ate alot alot alot alot like a family's share. and du-uh it taste greato. we thought the bill would be really expensive like 70plus (because we really ate alot.) but it turned out to be 50bucks. YAYNESS. we took alot of photos and had alot of fun! i kept telling him that his ear looks tasty. HAHAHAH and we just kept laughing and playing. so we managed to finish ALL the food in like two hours' time and picked out butts to leave (:walked to wisma's cab stand and xojidsfklewdfghjio the cab queue was super longgg! ): so we called for cab. photos will only be up in a few days(: i'm catching transformers with baby tomorrow morning! :D heard it's a good show.


yeah and i'm gonna turn in now , goodnight!