Tuesday, November 21, 2006

won't we pick up their mess ; just like how HE has picked up ours.
just by a tinge of grace.
speak forth to them the priceless story.
and there , the path of salvation is paved for them ,
without any offer of return.
not another breathtaking chore.
i was browsing through the magazines world vision sent to me. the articles and photos of the anorexic children , sexual abuse , deaths of new born babies , poverty etc. isn't it heart-wrenching to see these cells ruffling photos and articles. think through , do we not complain about the food we eat , the clothes we wear , the cleanliness of the environment , the technology in our hands , the entertainment and recreation we have. naturally , according to human nature , we do. yet what these kids in the third world countries should complain is the shortage of food , the lack of materials(not saying about cloth yet) to keep them warm , the threat of abuse they're living with everyday , the sorta of "food" they would find in the dumps. yet another question that haunts them everyday is , when will their saviour come and when will this mess be picked up? shouldnt we stretch forth our hands just by a little bit and they'll experience a whole new revolution.
a bit of us makes a huge difference to their lives.
they're the most beautiful lot of people ,
innocence and serenity overwhelm it all.

Monday, November 20, 2006

steamboat @ marina on 27th nov , monday.
only for those who went for the china immersion trip2006.
text sijie to confirm.
<: eeeeooohhhh.
went to esplanade to study yesterday , till about 4 and left for church.
saw joel on the way.
psst , you!
so like went to nat's party after church.
hahah , left at about 12am.
played and played and played non stop.

went to church this morning.
and then to lois' house.
@#@#$%$^%&&*(
she has like this super sexy photo of _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!
lois , gibson and i were laughing our ass off.
she totally looks like an ape in it.
mum says it looks like some wayang shit! <:
mum = love!
went to gramps' place after that.
eeek , i don't like _ _ _ _'s girlfriend.
hahah!
yes yes yes , alistair text and called me about adilson.
called irvin.
i was laughing the crap outta it i swear.
muahaha.
went to town to get things done and went over to gwen's.


gonna meet dharham in town tomorrow.
nice lovely dharham!

vivo and steamboat with xiaowei crystal and joel on tues <3


goodbye sweethearts<:

Saturday, November 18, 2006

HELLLLOOOOOOO <:
i just got back from china this morning.
gee.
HEN HAO WAN!! [:
really.
the food are err , not bad la.
lodging was good!
sight-seeing and all were not bad.
hahha , but i swear bonding is the best.
this trip is just fulfilling.
the toilets are the yummiest things there - SUPER GROSS!
hahah.
had fever there for about 2 days.
went to see doctor in a cheeeeeena hospital.
it was a blessing in disguise i guess.
cause throughout the trip , people who aint close to me took care of me and lalala.
so yeah , all was good!
will upload the photos next time i come online again.
so like maybe i'll go china next march again.
((:
and mum's taking me to bangkok next february again!
WEEE
okay , i'm going vivo to get some things now and coming back for dinner with aunt.
goodbye!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

hiiiiiii <:
i just got home from gwen's house.
I DID 2HOURS OF AMATH LAST NIGHT AT GWEN'S OKAYY!
be proud of me folks ((:
i even turned down han for supper!
so it was a lie , i wasn't just lazy but diligent too! <:
supposed to go vivo and look for shermaine now.
but mummy wants a last dinner with me before i go chiiiiiiiiiina.
heheh , i can't wait!
my flight will be at 12am i think.
i can't imagine using mandarin for ten days.
i can just die [:
okay , i may want to change to using xanga instead.
after china i guess.
bye honey love <:

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

yay.
i'm at xiaowei's house now , accompanying her to study for os <:
so like i'm a very good bestfriend ((:
also seeing her for the last time before i leave for china.
heheh.
so like i'm leaving for china tomorrow , 10 days.
oh gosh!
i'm soooo gonna miss many many things and people.
lizards (:
heh , i bet there'll be many there.
look i'll miss xiaowei , joel and amanda ho most.
cause they're most endeared to me <:
angelyn and fiona , i'll miss your bangs-me laughter.
alistair my bestie , this isn't by rank/position , so don't worry!
i ALWAYS MISS YOU <:
hahah.
and like celine and those kap-pers.
hahaha i'll miss you too.
do well for os k?
and you , astronaut guy.
i'll call you when i reach there , so you'd better not be sleeping okay.
and kuolooooooon! , where's my yumm cereal prawn.
you promised to cook for me before i leave >:
roytong , i didn't forget you! <:
horny bestie , study hard k.
STOP TAKING UP_ _ _ _ _ _!
hehehe <:
my proincess natasha keira!
you're not forgotten too.
all the things i've said to you ; meant it all.
misses!
kirk zhang! , wait for me to be back for the movie dates okayy!
don't watch the covenant first okay.
playmate jeric , you're supposed to meet me after os!
so timely <:
and dharham , our dinner dates at serangoon!
will be back from china fast , promise!
isaac chan , heheheh my lovely goodfriend.
don't miss me! (: drink lots of water.
coughs[:
clementlim! <:
heheh i'm going for youth camp.
yayness.
we'll enjoy yeah.
gee , i'll miss gwen , hillary and natnat too!<:
very much.
and i love my daddy mummy sister!
<333
i'm like making my death will right.
yeah goodbye people.
TEN DAYS , WAIT FOR ME <:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HOTTIE DADDY.

Monday, November 06, 2006

poo i miss you da bian.
>:
>:
>:
went to suntec for service today and i thought i saw nicole ann.
I NEARLY SAID HI .
phew.
went to change bling bling for china.
went to fox and saw a few nice tops but didn't have enough time to really look around >:
went to millenia walk with parents and aunt sylvia and uncle caleb for lunch.
off to aunt niko's place after that.
heheh.
had dinner with them.
omgah , chocolate fondue and all.
it yums the crap outta me la i swear!
had black forest cake and rose tea.
heavenly!
heheh.
reached home at 11 plus.
i'm dead beat.
so pissy now >: cause mum's like asking me to help her download some game online.
but dummy sophia can't find it.
feeling like da bian.

Sunday, November 05, 2006

gahhhhhhhhhhh!
my sister came screaming that there's a lizard in the bathroom.
so i sprayed hot water on the lizard , like really hot!
and the tail got like damned red and i started to feel sorry for it ,
cause it's like my favourite amphibian >:
so i went back to the bathroom and sprayed cold water on it.
hoping the lizard will feel better.
then like my @#$#$%$&* daddy poured hot water on it.
omgaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
THE TAIL DROPPED!!!
@!#$%$^^&*
my heart dropped!
my favourite amphibian.
and i started crying >:
now my dad is throwing it into the bin )):
WO DE XIN SUI LE!
ni hao <:

i slept from 6pm yesterday till 9plus this morning.
i'm all energetic now! [:
15 hours of sleep.
-BEAMS.
went to kap to meet shermaine.
celine was also there with her friends!!! (:
sat with joshleong , peter , antchee and all.
timhan came <:
what a prince lar , i had to go and fetch him.
okay i got to eat dinner now!
bye!

Saturday, November 04, 2006



HI :D
schooled this morning till 12plus.
went to yishun with irvin to get contacts for shermaine and peter.
gosh , there were soooo many weird people in the train.
the tata language some china git spoke made me roll on floor laughing please.
and like mr greg's facial expression is just funny , and weird lar.
psst.
supposed to go town to look for celine and all , but it's raining quite heavily >:


so like tomorrow i've to go down to kap with shermaine to look for peter and antchee to pass them their stuffs.
and will be having family dinner in the evening , AGAIN.
haha.
okayy , i so need to shower now.
friendster's being a dick.
BYEBYEBYEBYE

Friday, November 03, 2006

HELLO <:
school was really boring today.
ended at 12plus.
went to ichiban sushi to get my chocolate cheeeeeeeesecake!
drools-
<:
like went straight home after that.
bathed and went for a buffet with mummy.
daddy came to fetch us at 6plus.
mummy brought me to the supermarket to get my yumms for china!
i'm gonna get more with shermaine this weekend ((:
so like china trip is next tues.
geeeeee <:
JUMPS!
so i'm gonna pack my clothes and all later.
no studying today ((:
GOOOOOOODBYEEEEEEEE <3

Thursday, November 02, 2006

the price of judging ourselves through others' eyes , one of the curse of human race.

> life is smoke , plain and simple , we just fool ourselves that it's otherwise.
all it takes is one good gust and we float away and disappear , leaving behind only the scent of our passing in the form of memories.


life could be made easier if only we learnt how to see things from different perspective and compromising to the situation and people around us.
simplicity is not perfect , but
complex is the start of distortion.
who are we fooling.
had school this morning.
from 8am till 1pm >:
how long right.
tomorrow's an hour shorter and i'll be going for buffet with mamee.
so like today's lesson wasn't really productive.
1/2 of the time talking and laughing , 1/4 of the time eating and another 1/4 for lessons <:
hehehe.
went to the library with irvin and shermaine after school.
borrowed this book called shadow man.
it's about a woman having three kind of nightmares of her dead husband ever since he died.
it's nice(:
went to cafe galilee for the tantalizing wedges and COOKIES N CREAM MILKSHAKE.
YUMMMMM <3
hahah.
stayed there till 5plus and went home.
heheh , i've alot of amath to do.
so yeap goodbye!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

so you think i fell for it?
do you have so much time to spare to ask people do this sort of thing.
ever heard of "use time wisely"
or maybe you don't even have the basic command of english.
only to realise the reason for the repeat.
it was beyond anticipation i swear , bitch.

thank god for jon ong.
you so rock socks!
<:
<:
kay like i couldn't sleep last night cause of the nightmare i had.
so dharham called me at 1am to talk till 2plus i think.
THANK YOU!
stayed at home today,
to watch princess' hours and did a few amath sums.
went for piano lesson at 5.
i love uncle daniel.
he's just lovely <:
we talked about some stuffs.
and tears were welling my eyes.
thank God for such a wonderful piano teacher who could somehow tell i'm frustrated just by listening to the songs i played.
he encouraged me so much , made me feel so loved.
anyways , i have school till like 1pm tomorrow >:
then i'll be going down to kap i guess.
i chanced upon this just now , and xiaowei i <3>
though it's a long time ago thing , it still brings a smile on my face.


SOPHIACHONGhow we had our first encounter with one another in youth camp.how we met joel ang.how we became such close friends.how you love chocolates.how you go teehee when you laugh.how we shopped our money away.how you understood me, even without me saying.and the list goes on honey.you know what, life won't be any much brighter without your presence. you actually mean so much more to me than whatever meets the eye. it'd take me forever just to say goodbye to you. and i mean, ALL the things we been through together. we, together by each other's side wading through the oceans of pain. word's can hardly be enough to fill de emptiness in my heart without a girlfriend like you to do everything with. most enjoyably, to share happy moments and cry together with our hearts as one. you taught me so much just by being yourself.you make me feel so blissful.like there's no tomorrow.i love you.
heheh , i went to shermaine's house at 12plus yesterday.
supposed to do some amath but ended up playing the piano and playing some fun shid online.
hahah.
went to meet joel in his school.
ate the indonesian chicken > yumm [:
stayed there till 7 plus and went to meet alistair at causeway point.
anyways , i've uploaded some photos of joel , xw and i in friendster!
take a look!! [:

Monday, October 30, 2006




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i miss you bestie! i'm going to your school to look for you this week okayy!
my life is so empty without you! <:
hehehe.
I LOVE YOU<3

Sunday, October 29, 2006

i got this from han's blog.



Your Dominant Intelligence is Musical Intelligence
Every part of your life has a beat, and you're often tapping your fingers or toes.You enjoy sounds of all types, but you also find sound can distract you at the wrong time.You are probably a gifted musician of some sort - even if you haven't realized it.Also a music lover, you tend to appreciate artists of all kinds.
You would make a great musician, disc jockey, singer, or composer.
What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?












bestie joel made this. <3333333333
supposed to go down to kap today , but was really lazy to step out of the house <:
mummy made french toast for breakfast > yumm!
stayed at home the whole day to watch princess' hours.
damned nice (:
i teared alot too.
very very touching.
heheh.
went for edge in the evening.
recollections just poured in while i was bus-ing home.
shall not elaborate.

going to church in the morning tomorrow.
heading to kap after that.
need to do amath )):
shermaine , irvin!!!
i miss you.