♥ carouselride

you strucked me hard ; you blew me strong.

vividly replayed our past.

just in that split seconds , the glimpse i caught .

what we offered for that one year plus was never once forgotten.

soel26nov2003

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?

'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,

Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.

Took your soul out into the night.

It may be over but it won't stop there,

I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.

You changed my life and all my goals.

And love is blind and that I knew when,

My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my friend.

You have been the one.

You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when i wake,

You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.

And as you move on, remember me,

Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.

I've watched you sleeping for a while.

I know your fears and you know mine.

We've had our doubts but now we're fine,

And I loved you, I swear that's true.

i could feel what you were feeling inside.

the hollowness in the wall between us.

it'll put us through.

i can't imagine going through everything again.

i don't want to.

love of my life 060119;

are you proud of your doings?

i'm not.

i'm disgusted and again , it's a turn off.

i won't deny , i won't forget

the love we used to share.

but ,

everything else you do to every girl

is like a replicate of everything.

pisser baby.

-time to be random now.!!!!
wedding dinner last night was awesome(:
yumyummm.
and to see june and adrian tie the knot was heart-warming.
JUNE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HELLA PRETTY(:
she resembled lily cole.
omg!
the string of marriage is the commitment of our heart.
not every couple can withstand the storms to stage into marriage.
so blissful and so beautiful.
everyone looked very pretty anyways.
I WANT TO WED TOO!!!!!!! :D :D :D

pfft.
xiaowei , amanda , celine , jeric.
-brain dead.
all the best for chinese os tomorrow (: