I'm very bummed out by school. It's sucking me completely dry and i wish holidays can come crawling back to me, no wait, more like running back to me. The faster the better <: there's not much of any project deadlines as of now but the fact that i've been slacking for my tutorials, not paying attention in lecture and, knowing that final year exam is in a month's time makes me feel like shit. Like i've always thought, won't it be good if all i had in the world was just a book and a drink?
I'm very very very cash strapped now too and it's making me feel very insecure. Because now that i'm paying for most stuffs by myself, i need to learn to save effectively. Expenses have been piling up at the speed of light and i'm like still at $xxx. Bkk hotel, shopping and food expenses > shopping expenses for paris and broadway ticket in london(fyi, not cheap at all. 150pounds for the cheapest tick!!!). trip is not booked yet but mumsie and i gonna get it settled this weekend hopefully! , expenses for eyebrow threading and facial(i don't even want to think about mani pedi now cos it's not essential for now!!). I want to die already. I haven't been shopping for at least a month or maybe 2? The only and last thing i bought this month is probably the bag i got last week full stop. But nvm, that's not the point. I'm just very proud of my self control cos now shopping is no longer that important to me, or as important as other things(: Asos topshop h&m, they'll wait till i'm back from bkk and europe.
Clothes porn, just harmless polyvore-ing <:
Anyways sheng and i went to the airport just now to send crystal off and there was this pain in my heart when i saw her walking to the boarding area. Shizz i can't rmb what it's called!!! But yea. I'm gonna miss her so much even though we're not that close. I gotta admit she's one of the nicest girl i've met so far!!! hehe.
Sigh sad week this week, but it's ok cos i've things to look forward to.
1) short day in school tmr, and swimming at night with sheng.
2)breakybreakfast with cheng on fri at kap at 730am!!! WHOA.
3) shopping for juice market stocks after lms on friday and then meeting the lovely clique for dinner :D
4) dinner with my family cos it's mumsie's birthday on sat. and checking for tour packages to parislondon on sun :D
5) possibility of cailing staying over at my place and crashing np for 4 days if she's not a happy girl at school camp! Yayyy! Chin up hunn, you're gonna be fine :D
Goodnight earthies, sleep early and avoid the eye bags!
Looking forward to school tmr, cos of you sufztron!
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