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Hokay, i don't even know where to start. I'm-feeling-very-drained. Boy, it's only the first week of school and i'm feeling very very tired, very suffocated, very depressed. Common test result swept me off like bleak wind. It's not fantastic, it's not horrible. It's just not satisfying. No wait, it's pretty bad actually like kinda near horrible. Sighzzz.

Anyways, here's my first day of school with sufz. Ever crazy, ever happy.

Does it look like i have uber long hair?^^ heh if only i could borrow hair. HAHA

i love you sufz. thanks for being sucha wonderful+lovely girlfriend. skool's gonna suck big time without you. zon be sad about results k, we will mug hard together and beat lancey. ahah. You aint going nowhere, and i aint gonna drop out of jc for nothing.
some of the girls in my class <: joanna and sufz, luv yall.

Hahah what we do during breaks -.-

ANDZ,

HAPPY 2YEARS 6MONTHS SHENG!!! (it was yesterday)

i don't even know what to say except thank you for making things work out, especially on times that i crumble you choose to put down your pride and everything else to make sure i'm fine and to keep the relationship going strong.

I wurveee you :D

we had dinner @ hollandv's coffee club yesterday. one of our fav place too(:mocha tropicano and prawn aglio olio for me.

mushroom and ham pasta for sheng.

totally diggin' the mocha tropicano. coffee ftw now!!! ^^ but i need to cut down very soon before it becomes a real hardcore addiction. I know of ppl who gets headache if they dont drink coffee everyday. I don't want to be like that :/

Yea so that's like my few days. Sigh it's only first week of school and i'm already feeling like crap about e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g.

I need to stop going out late/stop using comp for so long just staring. I'm gonna start doing ALL of my tutorials and projects, go and PAY ATTENTION in every lecture, revise at home and be ready to conquer my final exam in aug. Just about 7 weeks of labouring toiling and routine, 1 week of paper >>> 2 months of holidays worth of a bkk trip with zee twin, unplanned genting trip with the clique> andz paris with mumsie and maybe sheng. Self discipline soap, self discipline.

YES HELL YEA,

i'm going to paris!!! :D confirm chop garantee. I'm very happy and eggcited about it, but sad thing is mumsie wants me to help her book everything.So i need to settle the booking for airfare and hotel(which i do most of the time actually haha), but i'm so busy bumblebee with skool/piano/juicemarket now so i feel abit stressed over the booking too -.- but nvm, i'm still going!!! Hahah. This is probably the best post birthday present i'm getting from my mum(she didnt say it's a bday pressie but i'll take it as it is cos i've always wanted to celebrate my birthday in spain ever since young but paris is ideal too plus we'll most prolly be going to spain for a few days :D)

Hahaha my birthday is in 8 days and i don't even know what to do. It's so ... unplanned, and saddening that i havent come up with anything. It's my 18th so i want it to be good. Butzzz at the rate skool projecks are crashing in, i wont even have time to plan anything :/ sigh. i dont even know if my parents will have time to go dinner with me. Mumsie promised me that me, her and my grandpa will celebrate together somewhere but zon think that my whole family can make it on the same day same time.

Busy busy world. Why can't we live in a stress-free and slow paced life kinda place.