SO DAMN B.O.R.E.D

Boredom kills? Sure it does. Supposed to meet alistair today but he's sickkk so i'mma meet jiayi and isaac instead later! I can't stay homeee and do nothing(or rather attempt to study) it's just killing me. I haven't been taking many pictures with my camera cos i don't know, too lazy or i just look bad? Many of you can tell that i put on weight right... it's disgusting. Hahah. I wanna be skin and bones ^^ but i hate dieting cos i love eating.

(brain spasm, i seem to have no direction in this post if you realise)

Juice Market online has been so dead for the longest time ever and i feel so so so bad i swear! I'm stopping operations at best of blogshops soon, so i can concentrate fully on the online store and not let y'all down. I miss buying stocks, replying customers and of course checking my ibank account everyday! Hahah. Just hate the photoshoot part. Next week (sunday, 7th feb)is gonna be juicemarket's last week at far east plaza so head on down and help me clear things! hehehe would appreciate it.

I'mma try to rush a collection out before chinese new year so we all get pretty pretty fabrics to put on for cny! Ok i should go bathe and leave nowwww.... but idk what to wear. i swearrr my wardrobe is depleting :/

We are twisted lies made of perfection.

It's funny how life is crafted in such a simple way and how human race complicate it when things are as true as it seem to be. It's beyond reasonable explanation why God placed us in a family yet sometimes we all can't even get along, it's funny how bad things happen, you're still grateful they did despite how hurt you were because, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. It's funny how you thought your future was planned with intelligence, but you end up going against it because yknow life isn't all about being predictable. You understand the essence of love and life, but you live up to vengeance and self-destruction. One generation led the way, however tarnished by the next. You know the consequence of making a mistake, but sometimes being happy is more than just keeping it right. You know the rules of the game, but the thrill lies in breaking it. More often than not, you realise each time you fall each time you feel like the world is eating you up, you're actually tearing down walls and becoming a person who knows how to deal with twisted lies, acidified words... basically the uglier side of life. That's when you find beauty in ugly. Perceive the dark side with light or to enclose light with darkness?

Live life the fullest or leave life the fullest?

Bestfriend is made of diamond.

"Bestfriend" is pretty much self-explanatory.

the best in all the friends.

I haven't met bestie for reallllly long and we've already set a date to meet up. Friday 29th january, 2pm-7pm. I'm pushing all plans away for alistair(: i miss you, the boy whom i knew since 8. I hope you're not worn out by projects, i hope you're happy everyday, i hope things are going well between you and A, and for everything else... i'm here to carry the load for you because you're like my family.

Lots of love,

sophia.

we(4) love xlb

Met vera and angel last night(in hope to go for kirk's birthday thingum, but ended up not going cos it was a bit late already sorry twin!). Had dinner at la mian xlb... yummerz!

Then we sat down at spinelli to chittyx2 bangx2! We had a lot of weird/funny topics. I miss those times, these good ol days and i hope we all can find more time to meet up more often!

It was incomplete though. I wish things could go back to how it was 2 years ago. Some left, some is leaving, and some other things... are better left unsaid. I know very long ago that things will never be back to how it was... so i really do hold on tightly to whatever that's left of all of us. Sigh nvm.

I love vera,angelyn and fiona all the same... no matter what happens.

Crazy girls.

"Just persevere to the end cause there's always a light at the end of the tunnel."

I had a bad time alone last night and i really wish things will take a turn. i don't know what to do noww. Suppose to go out to study and meet vera, but i got swollen eyes noww thanks to my excessive strength when drawing eyeliner and also due to last night. urghhh.

I need to lose weight very badly. Vera and angel can tell that i put on weight! And my arms are so big. rawrrrrr no no no i don't like this! I need to stop snacking so muchhh. Chocolate cakes sweets pasta bye bye!

Birthdays!

Celebrated myra(lyfb)'s birthday on Monday at hardrock cafe (:

Happy birthday sweetheart, love you!

so prettttty! ^^ no wonder so many cheekopeh wanna hit on her. haha

jiajia and myra(:

soul sisters (:

my sister from another mother! Hahah another lookalike.

love y'all!

Went zouk for melvin's birthday on sat (:

Today's(13th jan) kirky twin birthday so happy 19th! Everything's written in the card. Loveee you twin!

School and piano tmr ):