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sophia > hey bestie , you know where should i go for a nice haircut?

roytong(bestie) > roy's house.

sophia > you go and die lah :D

roytong > hey you get the best f_ _ks here. hahaha.


haha , that's my bestfriend for you.
still as cheeky.
i'll check your salon out in future okay.
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went tanning at safra today.
home and went to eat with aunt niko's family.
and went to her house.
she bought fudges and durian puffs from emicakes.
omgomgomg , they are hella nice (:


gonna tuition tomorrow morning.
and nat's gonna accompany me to cut hair in town.
gonna stay there to mug awhile i guess.


heh.
saw 2 korean hot stuffs today when i was walking to mrt station.
melted.
and my sister just told me most of them actually stay at the condominium opposite my house (:
distance makes the heart grows fonder.
hahah!


kirk's being nice to me today (:
seasonal fling! , it's august now.
oh no!
hahah(:

omgomg , i swear they're the hottest goods on earth (:
heh , i just got back from swimming.
saw like 5 of em'
2 when i was walking out and 3 hot shids when i was buying waffle.
man , i pee-ed in my pants :D
holy shid.
they were like in a rush and shhheeeewww , we exchanged glance.
damned.
hot stuffs.
not like those gay guys in those korean movies.
hahahah.
i have a fetish on korean goods(those hot shids) now (:
haha , GOD BLESS ME.
i don't wanna shift out of chinese garden anymore.
FEEE FOOOOOO.
i'm crazy i know.
i'm exaggerating things a little too.
hahaha!

the ash brown curly middle length hair , covering the small squinting eyes.

chocolate brown body with the almighty calves muscle.

the nonchalent look yet the squeek of your laughter

; simply mesmerizing.

HAHA , i'm talking about this korean guy i saw this morning when i went downstairs to get some stuffs.

omgomg , he's dripping hot.

there are like two of them.

and i'm always seeing them when i skip school.

haha!

some hot stuffs i swear.

they're the korean national soccer team training VERY near my place.

HEHEHE(:

omg.

we smiled to each other.

they're just like the fire in the chimney.

oh damn.

&&& now i'm going to swim with my sister.

it's just right beside their training field!

hahaha(:

i know i'm mad.

but i'm really going there just to tan!

everything's just draining me out. studies , piano , my sore throat etc.
yeah , basically everything.
so many many tests coming up that i can hardly breathe.
just finished mum's potato salad.(it's really nice!)
this whole week is darn hectic.
i swear if i were to squeeze another thing in , i'd be dead by sunday.

all i need is just a little bit.
and i'm taking these footsteps one by one , making sure i won't fall again.
because i'm bidding goodbye to the promises we made ; something that you've long forgotten.


&&& bestfriends , i'm so irritated by him.
omgomgomg.
will you just send me to the furthest hut so he won't know where i am.
i'm so grossed out.
EEEEWWWWWW.

i'm like finally back at my comp desk , managed to steal some time to take a rest and use the comp.

but i won't be back any sooner (: heh.

monday ;

i ponned school (:

it was retarded.

had to go ijc for some celebration thing which shandy said was super boring.

but all of em' were like telling me there was this super hot tp guy.

haha!

so i stayed at home to study.

tuesday ;

schooled and went COLD STORAGE with shermaine to do our "grocery".

lol.

it was fun.

went for piano lesson.

uncle daniel told me my piano exam will be on 23june.

like omg , i'm so scared.

he was like "sophia , you played quite zai(some dialect) today."

sophia said " huh? zai? mmm , squeezy? played quite squeezily?!! "

OKAY , MISTER NAT WAS LAUGHING WHEN I TOLD HIM.

then , mummy's birthday.

went to some hongkong restaurant to eat.

wednesday ;

studied with shermaine at macs.

home.

went to aunt niko's house and all of us went to some hongkong restaurant (again) at marina square.

it was darn nice baby./

thursday ; studied with shermaine and alistair came over.

tuitioned.

friday ; schooled.

tanned at safra.

went to meet nat at causeway point.

!@!@$#%@$^%&

HE KEPT LAUGHING AT MY CHINESE & HE SAID HE'S GONNA TELL BEN!

omgomgomg.

you better don't, if not he'l like tease me everytime he sees me.

home.

saturday ;

tanned with shermaine at safra.

studied.

MP3 HANGED! :D

hahaha.

met xiaowei to go tuition.

poor bestie sprained her ankle.

haha.

the edge ; awesome.

samuel and i are talking about it now!

tomorrow , sunday ;

breakfast at dim sum restaurant then church.

gramps' place.

maybe meeting roytong or xiaowei tomorrow.

okay , i see no point in blogging.

screw blogs.

haha!

bye.

the sun stopped shining since the day you left.

i could hardly leave that embrace , and move away from those words.
when your nose brushed my hair ,
when the alphabets moved through my body ,
the touch of your hand ,
the split second carress of our flesh ;
i'll never want to forget.


two hours flew like 2 minutes.
i'd rather spend a day in your court than to spend a thousand years with this world.
how i wish everyday was my birthday.

so what if they're gonna love me better.

still , i wanna stick with you forever.

even the nastiest tinge of air you exhaled didnt stop me from fixing my ass next to you.

okay celeste , i'm gonna blog this once and for all.

why can't i think you're gross?
doesn't everyone has their own freedom of expression and view.
i did not bitched about you until you started the whole conflict thing this year.
like because you think i'm like snatching isaac and all that bullshit which was so untrue.
you bitched about me like mad since then and i did not do a thing to you.
not because i'm like hiding.
but i don't wanna make things worse.
your words and actions didnt bother me.
you can do whatever you like , i can't control.

and if you ever thought that i was like trying to be like you or like your wannabe.
that's part of your wishful thinking.
why would i wanna be like you when i'm pleased with who i am.
1) i've got my loved ones around me who love me for who i am.
2) i've got what i mean by true friends sharing weals and woes with me.
3) i happily and easily made it into express and got the combination i've always wanted.
4) i'm contented with my features.
5) and i'm totally satisfied with the way i behave and how my character reflects.

and if you think that by showing the video around is ruining me , then i tell you it's not.
cause i've people whom you've shown to come telling me
" don't bother about celeste cause she has nothing better to do. she doesn't need to study. "



and if you think that it's better for me to go up to you to tell you that you're gross rather than to like just blog once about it , then that's your own perspective.
i don't like to go around screaming and shouting or go right to you to tell you that i don't like you.
cause i don't want to rub more conflicts.
you can do whatever you like , and i'm just gonna continue doing my own things.
cause that damned mouth is yours.
if showing the damned video around makes you happy , then go ahead.
you bear the consequences you're gonna face if there are gonna be.
you live your life.
and i live my own.
i don't wanna care anymore cause it's just a plain waste of time.
if you think i'm like depressed or affected by the video , then i'm telling you i'm not.
i'm wearing a smile on my face and joy lingering in my heart.
i wouldn't want to give a shit about things you're gonna do.
if you think i hate you , i don't.
cause i can't be bothered to.
and i have better things like studying and friends.

eww you're damned gross please.
tuition-ed this morning.
and head down to town to look for mother and all.
bought clothes.
heh!
and home.
and i'm so flying grossed out.



if that's what you think , i don't give a rat's ass.
it's your call honey.

denial is the window to desires.
revenge is the remedy for anger.
isn't that what you think.
i'm left speechless to have seen what had gotten into you.
especially when you ask me bang off.
& used all the words i never want to hear from you.



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heh , i studied this morning.
cause i was in a good mood.
nothing's gonna dampen my mood for a week!
nda i rmoseip ot vlei ot ese ouy.
aphpiesns si lwasya inlergngi hwne ouyr'e ehre iwht me.
ALL SMILES! :D

i've got my prince and knights.
& my prince turned into a frog long time ago.
maybe it's time to reciprocate my knights.
how can i ever forget this prince of mine.

prince ;
everything just feels so right when i'm with you.
you made me glued to this happiness ; which i'll never think of leaving.
i had basked into the likeness of the sunset we caught , please don't push me off the cliff.
your smile is my joy , and your frown is my downpour.
the beautiful footprints we left behind ; the rain's washing it away.
my little spectrum of light.
that carressing lips.
the touch on the vivacious curves.
the almighty embrace.
the eyes that hypnotizes.


knights ;
i'm sorry for hurting you.
i don't know why i'm doing all these and leaving you in a lurch.
i don't deserve all you're doing.
you make me feel so secure all the time.
everytime when i'm worn out and torn , all i need to tell myself is i've got you.
you can wear a smile on my face when the sky turns grey.
& you always pick me up when i fall.
appreciative and much treasured.
there's just a wall between us.
it just doesn't seem right.
and my heart can't contain anymore.



yeah , what bestie said is true.
i'm just a small little girl.
i need guidance and i'll never know what's good for me , even when they're right in front of me.
i went away to hide , just to believe in myself.
it's not the goodness of the outcome.
it's what that really makes me love and smile , just for my RNICPE.

left school at 9plus today cause of menstrual cramp.

it was horrid baby!

went to the doctor's to get my pills )):

and i'll have to start controlling my diet.

haha!

went home to bathe and all.

went down to republic poly to look for my dearest joel and nat.

NAT WAS LAUGHING AT ME JUST BECAUSE I ALIGHTED AT THE WRONG STOP.

like wth , & i was like "why i can't see the school , so damned ulu."

-.-

so nat fetched me from there.

OMGOMGOMG.

rp is quite nice la.

glass built and all.

HAHA! (:

went to the canteen then to joel's class.

haha!

he kept asking his classmates stupid questions about me.

BESTFRIEND BESTFRIEND.

always bullying me.!

but i was scaring his friends! (MY HOBBY! :D)

LOL.

left there at 5 with nat for causeway point.

bought our drinks and sat by the fountain or whatever you call that.

& i saw pelyntan and all.

and i shouted like really loud "PELYN TAN PELYN TAN."

that stupid girl just ran away cause she thinks i'm publicising her name.

LOL.OMG.

joel came.

and we decided to go sengkang.

haha!

SO ULU , I KNOW! :D

went to publicise pelyn's name for the last time.

cabbed to sengkang.

THEY WANTED ME TO PAY AND IN THE END NICE NICE NAT ASKED ME TO KEEP MY WALLET.

then nat went to play with his other friends while joel and i sat down to talk.

OUR DAMNED BACKSIDE WERE SO PAINFUL!

and the lazy pointer thing was quite funny.

hahaa.

nat sent us to the bus stop.

heh!

i was being so demanding.

i wanted him to go for dinner with us iunstead of playing with his friends.

so i gave him another 1/2 an hour to play while elf and i sat at the playground to talk.

BESTFRIEND , WE HAD A NICE TALK! (:

AND I REMEMBER OUR COVENANT.

ILOVEYOU!

took a bus to hougang to eat. (I KNOW , SO ULU AGAIN! HEH.)

nat went home to bathe , and elf and i ate.

we talked again. HAHA

nat came back and eat.

elf and i left at 10.15?

cabbed back home and we started pouring our hearts out again.

BESTFRIEND , WE'RE SO AWESOME AINT WE? ((:

okay , and joel didnt want me to pay again!

but being the nice me , i gave him half the cabfare.

and home!

called isaac before i sleep.

haha!

he's a very nice friend!

and i had a splendid dream.

i was just at the verge of letting you go , but somehow this dream pulls me back to you.

i shouldn't have slept.

if i could wake up , i'll choose to wake up.

cause i know it's just a dream.

i love joel ang.

i love joel ang.

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HAHA.

BE PROUD OF ME MY BESTFRIEND.

i was thin. period.

list of things i'm gonna get.
so i need bling bling.
lots and lots.

1. red/green/grey crumpler!!!
2. cap sleeve shirt from forever21.
3. reef beach bag!
4. red half top mango jumper.! LIKE OMG.
5. a dkny/ guess watch.
6. light coloured straight cut jeans & a baggy one.
7. black heels.
8. off shoulder top.
9. floral print wallet.

teehee. and i need to buy something to make me thin again!

STUPID HORMONE PILLS.

THE !@!$@#%$^%&%*( DOCTOR DIDN'T TELL ME I'LL PUT ON WEIGHT AFTER EATING THAT SHIT.

okay , i skipped school today.
school's retarded.
wanted to go and trim my hair but honey i'm so lazy!
yeah(:
i'm going to novena square now to meet xiaowei , isaac, leont , shaunlim , jeric and whoever that's tagging along with him.
XIAOWEI AND I ARE GONNA STUDY.
and isaac they all are gonna do something naughty naughty.
which will make me rofl.
okay , is it too obvious?
okay , i don't care.
AND JERIC WANTS HIS CHICKEN LITTLE BACK.
!@#$%#$^^&^*&(*)%*^&#$%@#$!@#@$#%#$^&

& will be out with pelyntan (: to nanyang high's carnival on saturday morning.
balmoral for lunch after that , with xiaowei and nat.
tuition and fire conference.

sunday will be churching and meeting celine for dinner to catch up! (:

OKAY , I'VE BLOGGED FOR THREE DAYS.
SO , THAT'S ALL TILL NEXT WEEK:D