Hahah I'm blogging with my blackberry for the first time! I'm in bus 157 now on the way to daniel's house! We're gonna cycle later and have fat boys(aptly named after daniel hahaha) after that. I'm so hungry I haven't ate anything for the whole day. I can totally eat myself up now. Hah.

Omg I had two very weird dreams last night.
1. I dreamt an animal version of dota. My dogs were so cute and tiny but they had no stamina. Were they the sentinel? I can't remember. Actually I can't even remember much of dota terms cos its been 2 or 3 years since I played. Haha. So anyways I had to click around to make my dogs run to its destination. They were almost as powerful as lightning revenent, but their stamina is damn bad and they had really short legs so we lost ):

2. I dreamt of how pigs were processed into pork together with corn! Ahhhh yes omg ): I had to kill the pigs and process them into pork. What's scary is that they became pig ghost and haunted me. Oh the horror!! This isn't the first time I dreamt of pigs going after me I swear. The first time was last year when I dreamt that I was at a charsiew stall and I saw roasted pigs hanging at the stall front. Suddenly one of them just kept begging me to help them to break free from the charsiew uncle. I refused and they suddenly got off the hook to chase after me.


Hahahah retarded and scary dreams. I don't really like seeing roasted pork anymore! But I still like eating charsiew. Haha.

Anyways daniel and I have been so busy for the past whole week that we barely had time to even meet. So fri night he stayed over at my place. Both of us were mad tired cos I was working for 11hours before that and he had attachment. So I knocked out flat on my bed when we went to sleep. suddenly when I was sleeping, I felt him stroking my face and hair, and kissing me so I turned around and asked why isn't he sleeping yet.

He answered ' I just love you so much I can't stop kissing you. '
(: I was too tired to give a nice little reaction so I just told him that I love him too and to go and sleep. But deep down inside I know it was an instant meltdown and I was so touched and happy!
Seee you sooon luv. (;

You guys have an awesome sunday night!

june, you've been so sweet to me.

We have fallen, fallen deep within ourselves, you in me and me in you.

EVERYTHING WITH FRIES.

[SUN, 20 JUNE]

Last night was kinda like an impromptu supper with vera, daniel and charmaine at hollandv everything with fries! whoop i got 2o% off for being an awfully chocolate staff! how nice. as i mentioned earlier, food there is pretty average. There are only two things i'd recommend and that's the skinny wings and one egg soup(high recommended!). Om nom nom i'm definitely going back there for the soupppy.

D and i also went for a swim before dinner. It felt so refreshing and fun cos it was our first swim together! If you consider 50m lap of swimming as one, then yes we did. but it was the crazy wave pool, him trying to hang onto my float while i'm it, him pushing me along the lazy river, parallel talks we had at the poolside, laughing at a boy who found a soaked $10 note in the jacuzzi pool and fervently lifting his hands up to dry his precious note, him protecting me from all the lao ti ko, spitting water on each other, me blowing my nose and wiping my mucus on him(hehehehe i'm very gross and i am not like how you guys think i am), and we trying to drown each other in the 1.8m pool that made the mundane afternoon a splendid one.

this is the real me, if you know the real me. haha.

skinny wings (:

vera bbyg with her swollen eye!

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IVIN'S

[MON, 14JUNE]

I had always wanted daniel to try this peranakan restaurant that's somewhere hidden in binjai(yes, reminds you of some vege or ninja turtle no?!) park. They have really nice food at a super affordable price. D didn't dig it much though, but i am still pretty much in love with the food and price here.

this orh lu lu dish is actually honey pork (Y)


We then walked to sixth avenue for some durian strudel. om nom nom! it's such a pity that daniel's not a fan of singapore's greatest fruit so i had one durian strudel for myself. hehe not too bad either ^^





HATCHED

[SUN, 13JUNE]

OK YES ANOTHER FOOD DAY, SORRY. HAHAH I'M A FOODIE AND I LIVE FOR FOOD. YES AND AMEN!

I remember that during my bangkok trip with D in april, he was always bugging me to go fo hotel breakfast with him even though it sucked and that's because he's a breakfast boy and he loves american breakfast. What a gem i've found(: Not that i can wake up for breakfast, but i like the whole idea of having breakfast/brunch with your loved ones in bed or in a laidback little cafe. What a great way to start your day right?

And that particular sunday was one day before his attachment started so we wanted to spend one whole day together.



Burly benedict.

Sir benedict.

Took a walk from evans lodge to stevens road to catch a bus to his place.


We're gonna conquer many many breakfast/brunch cafes or restaurants in singapore. I want juicemarket to do well, earn more from awfully.c and my other modelling job(shall talk about it later) and make it a point to treat my boy to brunch at least once or twice a month. Don't roll your eyeballs at me and go like huh brunch also need to save money?! That's because i'm a changed girl ever since i got together with daniel.


I used to be quite a spendthrift and never wanted to work for others because of my nasty experience at candle boutique. So no matter how high paying a job offer i had (like those $10/hr kind), i still won't take it because i just don't like being bossed around. Although i was still spending my own money, i didnt really made an effort to save up for my future. I just spent a shit load on cabs, food, shopping and travel. I know girls are like that and i'm not saying there's anything wrong with it cos as long as we maintain ourselves, no one really have the right to control the way we spend right? Yes, that's still true.



But now, i want to make sure my future is secure. I don't want to be a penniless bitch, neither do i want to just marry a rich guy whom i don't really love just to ensure i have a stable/luxurious life. I want to earn every penny myself now and build my own future. I am not the submissive kinda girl, neither do i believe in guys supporting the family. It takes two to clap. or rather, the more successful one initiates even if it's the girl. I know it's absurd to some of you to think of the future at this age now, but i'm a kanjiong spider. i'm scared. haha. so i am starting to thrift more, save more, spend less and work if i can. There are so many ways to love daniel, and one of the things i want to do is just to bring him for nice breakfasts. We give and take, i'm not saying i'm the only one doing things for him. He has done alot alot for me too (:


This blog post is somewhat inspired by him because i've been wanting to write something about him or us for 3 nights already but i just didnt get down to it. Do you know you're so wonderful daniel? Thank you for all the times you overcame your exhaustion after gymming or attachment to meet me for dinner, and for the times you woke up in the middle of the night to talk to me because i'm scared. Y'know what's one of the things that you did recently which i appreciate the most. That is the night which you were really really dying of fatigue, you picked up my call at 6am out of your sweet dream to talk to me when my account just got hacked. When i was insane and over thinking that the hacker would harm me in some ways i couldn't get to sleep at all, you let me cab down to your place at after dawn so i could find some security.



You crawled out of your bed, looking all morning-ish groggy, opened the gate for me and hugged me and put me to sleep and said ' don't be scared kay kay, i'm here' repetitively. Then you pushed aside your pre-planned plans for the day to accompany me. How can i not be thankful?

I told you we fit each other perfectly well like a puzzle. It doesn't matter how others look at me, at you or at us because they can't fit us like how we do. My flaws are flaws in people's eyes but they are flaws which you can tolerate easily. You strength may be just strength to others, but it's more than just normal strength, it's your charisma. Vice versa. The chemistry that you and i have is beyond comprehension. I'm not talking about getting electrocuted in the eyes. We know those are just fairytales. I'm talking about the endless topics we have, the laughter we bring to each other, how you think i'm cute and silly but no one else sees it, and like how cute and charismatic i think you are, which some others may not see it too. The dreams and goals we pursue, our personality, our food likes. You may not realise it, but we're influencing each other so much we're probably switching roles already. You know the ways i've influenced you, and you know too the way you've changed me, and we're just getting closer and closer to being something even more compatible.

Quarrels and petty bickers we have, but we know they never fail to make us stronger and make us realise how much we love each other, how much we don't wanna lose this to something so worthless compared to what we have.
Till the day i'm with you, i'll always remember something you said to me and that is


' we quarrel not because we dislike each other, but because we love one another too much that we're caring too much and it's affecting us so much.'



i love you so much daniel, and i can't ask for more.

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ps. i'm not naked please. got ribbbonzz there can see. haha. this was taken when we went to swim!

JUICE 15 was launched about a week ago. Lai lai come buy, i give you a bit discount or free postage (: i want to clear luh. i know the prices a bit steep for this collection especially the maxi dresses but that's cos it can't really be found in other blogshop. special supplier. hehe so come come

http://juicemarket.livejournal.com/11397.html#cutid1

i really like everything from this collection so i hope y'all will like it too (: as yall can tell i'm trying to update more often so come buy more, then we shall have another collection soon! Anyways i luv the photos too. Thank you nana bbyg for such wonderful photos, plus the new studio i'm using is just awesum possumz.

BUMBLEBEE.

Sorry for the long hiatus! It's been almost a month since i updated this space. Heh i've just been lazy and busy. I can't remember every event so i'll just caption whatever there is.

This was at daniel's classmate's party at .... east coast. so damn far! D stayed over at my place after that(:

sofia and her boyf. it's so weird to have someone who has the same name as me though spelt differently. We were like, hi i'm sophia. hi i'm sofia too. hahah
the tall people.

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This was another day, when we had dinner at everything with fries. Wanted to give it a try and i was expecting it to be nice but it was quite disappointing :c only the egg soup is nice.

my tandoori chicken sandwich which is not bad.

KL trip with daniel and his family

28/05 - 30/05

stayed over at his place after work at awfully chocolate, and woke up at 3am to leave for genting! i slept my whole ride through :x hehe

@ genting!

heh this is really cute!

it started raining after we played two rides so we had to leave -.- 44RM just to play two rides urg.

the watch we got together in bangkok!

headed to KL and spent two days there! Met suwenn and zee on the second day! they made the trip much better cos KL is really a boring place for D and i.

baskin robbins ♥

last night in KL :c

I'm in the midst of my term tests now, and i'm kinda drained from studying and not being able to spend proper time with my friends and daniel. Friday and it'll be over, and it'll be time for my sweet revenge. Gonna make my two weeks break a productive one! I'm trying to update juicemarket more often and it's kinda picking up already. Next collection will most likely be up next tues. I've also started work at awfully chocolate cos i love chocolates! It's also to feed my savings and spendings. I just have this sudden urge to make my bank account multiply. I don't want to keep saving for a trip and poof, all the money gone in that 5 days trip and then having to save up another $xxxx for this or that.

Besides, my future seems so bleak and unsure all of a sudden. I've reached this point of life i feel that we should start realising our goals and dreams, and not just sit there and say we're young cos we're never too young to do anything. We will only be too old to fulfil some golden dreams. So, i don't want to waste my youth away. I want to materialise the fact that i left college for a better cause, and be a dream catcher.

Right now,

start small, think big, give my all.

i hope you little kitties have been doing well, and getting inspired in some way or another!

xx