We have fallen, fallen deep within ourselves, you in me and me in you.
EVERYTHING WITH FRIES.
[SUN, 20 JUNE]
Last night was kinda like an impromptu supper with vera, daniel and charmaine at hollandv everything with fries! whoop i got 2o% off for being an awfully chocolate staff! how nice. as i mentioned earlier, food there is pretty average. There are only two things i'd recommend and that's the skinny wings and one egg soup(high recommended!). Om nom nom i'm definitely going back there for the soupppy.
this is the real me, if you know the real me. haha. 
skinny wings (:
vera bbyg with her swollen eye!
♥♥♥
IVIN'S
I had always wanted daniel to try this peranakan restaurant that's somewhere hidden in binjai(yes, reminds you of some vege or ninja turtle no?!) park. They have really nice food at a super affordable price. D didn't dig it much though, but i am still pretty much in love with the food and price here.
this orh lu lu dish is actually honey pork (Y)
We then walked to sixth avenue for some durian strudel. om nom nom! it's such a pity that daniel's not a fan of singapore's greatest fruit so i had one durian strudel for myself. hehe not too bad either ^^
HATCHED
D and i also went for a swim before dinner. It felt so refreshing and fun cos it was our first swim together! If you consider 50m lap of swimming as one, then yes we did. but it was the crazy wave pool, him trying to hang onto my float while i'm it, him pushing me along the lazy river, parallel talks we had at the poolside, laughing at a boy who found a soaked $10 note in the jacuzzi pool and fervently lifting his hands up to dry his precious note, him protecting me from all the lao ti ko, spitting water on each other, me blowing my nose and wiping my mucus on him(hehehehe i'm very gross and i am not like how you guys think i am), and we trying to drown each other in the 1.8m pool that made the mundane afternoon a splendid one.
this is the real me, if you know the real me. haha. skinny wings (:
vera bbyg with her swollen eye!
♥♥♥
IVIN'S
[MON, 14JUNE]
I had always wanted daniel to try this peranakan restaurant that's somewhere hidden in binjai(yes, reminds you of some vege or ninja turtle no?!) park. They have really nice food at a super affordable price. D didn't dig it much though, but i am still pretty much in love with the food and price here.
this orh lu lu dish is actually honey pork (Y)
We then walked to sixth avenue for some durian strudel. om nom nom! it's such a pity that daniel's not a fan of singapore's greatest fruit so i had one durian strudel for myself. hehe not too bad either ^^
HATCHED
[SUN, 13JUNE]
OK YES ANOTHER FOOD DAY, SORRY. HAHAH I'M A FOODIE AND I LIVE FOR FOOD. YES AND AMEN!
I remember that during my bangkok trip with D in april, he was always bugging me to go fo hotel breakfast with him even though it sucked and that's because he's a breakfast boy and he loves american breakfast. What a gem i've found(: Not that i can wake up for breakfast, but i like the whole idea of having breakfast/brunch with your loved ones in bed or in a laidback little cafe. What a great way to start your day right?
And that particular sunday was one day before his attachment started so we wanted to spend one whole day together.
Burly benedict.
Sir benedict.
Took a walk from evans lodge to stevens road to catch a bus to his place.
We're gonna conquer many many breakfast/brunch cafes or restaurants in singapore. I want juicemarket to do well, earn more from awfully.c and my other modelling job(shall talk about it later) and make it a point to treat my boy to brunch at least once or twice a month. Don't roll your eyeballs at me and go like huh brunch also need to save money?! That's because i'm a changed girl ever since i got together with daniel.
I used to be quite a spendthrift and never wanted to work for others because of my nasty experience at candle boutique. So no matter how high paying a job offer i had (like those $10/hr kind), i still won't take it because i just don't like being bossed around. Although i was still spending my own money, i didnt really made an effort to save up for my future. I just spent a shit load on cabs, food, shopping and travel. I know girls are like that and i'm not saying there's anything wrong with it cos as long as we maintain ourselves, no one really have the right to control the way we spend right? Yes, that's still true.
But now, i want to make sure my future is secure. I don't want to be a penniless bitch, neither do i want to just marry a rich guy whom i don't really love just to ensure i have a stable/luxurious life. I want to earn every penny myself now and build my own future. I am not the submissive kinda girl, neither do i believe in guys supporting the family. It takes two to clap. or rather, the more successful one initiates even if it's the girl. I know it's absurd to some of you to think of the future at this age now, but i'm a kanjiong spider. i'm scared. haha. so i am starting to thrift more, save more, spend less and work if i can. There are so many ways to love daniel, and one of the things i want to do is just to bring him for nice breakfasts. We give and take, i'm not saying i'm the only one doing things for him. He has done alot alot for me too (:
This blog post is somewhat inspired by him because i've been wanting to write something about him or us for 3 nights already but i just didnt get down to it. Do you know you're so wonderful daniel? Thank you for all the times you overcame your exhaustion after gymming or attachment to meet me for dinner, and for the times you woke up in the middle of the night to talk to me because i'm scared. Y'know what's one of the things that you did recently which i appreciate the most. That is the night which you were really really dying of fatigue, you picked up my call at 6am out of your sweet dream to talk to me when my account just got hacked. When i was insane and over thinking that the hacker would harm me in some ways i couldn't get to sleep at all, you let me cab down to your place at after dawn so i could find some security.
You crawled out of your bed, looking all morning-ish groggy, opened the gate for me and hugged me and put me to sleep and said ' don't be scared kay kay, i'm here' repetitively. Then you pushed aside your pre-planned plans for the day to accompany me. How can i not be thankful?
I told you we fit each other perfectly well like a puzzle. It doesn't matter how others look at me, at you or at us because they can't fit us like how we do. My flaws are flaws in people's eyes but they are flaws which you can tolerate easily. You strength may be just strength to others, but it's more than just normal strength, it's your charisma. Vice versa. The chemistry that you and i have is beyond comprehension. I'm not talking about getting electrocuted in the eyes. We know those are just fairytales. I'm talking about the endless topics we have, the laughter we bring to each other, how you think i'm cute and silly but no one else sees it, and like how cute and charismatic i think you are, which some others may not see it too. The dreams and goals we pursue, our personality, our food likes. You may not realise it, but we're influencing each other so much we're probably switching roles already. You know the ways i've influenced you, and you know too the way you've changed me, and we're just getting closer and closer to being something even more compatible.
Quarrels and petty bickers we have, but we know they never fail to make us stronger and make us realise how much we love each other, how much we don't wanna lose this to something so worthless compared to what we have.
Till the day i'm with you, i'll always remember something you said to me and that is
' we quarrel not because we dislike each other, but because we love one another too much that we're caring too much and it's affecting us so much.'
i love you so much daniel, and i can't ask for more.
♥♥♥
OK YES ANOTHER FOOD DAY, SORRY. HAHAH I'M A FOODIE AND I LIVE FOR FOOD. YES AND AMEN!
I remember that during my bangkok trip with D in april, he was always bugging me to go fo hotel breakfast with him even though it sucked and that's because he's a breakfast boy and he loves american breakfast. What a gem i've found(: Not that i can wake up for breakfast, but i like the whole idea of having breakfast/brunch with your loved ones in bed or in a laidback little cafe. What a great way to start your day right?
And that particular sunday was one day before his attachment started so we wanted to spend one whole day together.
Burly benedict.
Sir benedict.
Took a walk from evans lodge to stevens road to catch a bus to his place.
We're gonna conquer many many breakfast/brunch cafes or restaurants in singapore. I want juicemarket to do well, earn more from awfully.c and my other modelling job(shall talk about it later) and make it a point to treat my boy to brunch at least once or twice a month. Don't roll your eyeballs at me and go like huh brunch also need to save money?! That's because i'm a changed girl ever since i got together with daniel.
I used to be quite a spendthrift and never wanted to work for others because of my nasty experience at candle boutique. So no matter how high paying a job offer i had (like those $10/hr kind), i still won't take it because i just don't like being bossed around. Although i was still spending my own money, i didnt really made an effort to save up for my future. I just spent a shit load on cabs, food, shopping and travel. I know girls are like that and i'm not saying there's anything wrong with it cos as long as we maintain ourselves, no one really have the right to control the way we spend right? Yes, that's still true.
But now, i want to make sure my future is secure. I don't want to be a penniless bitch, neither do i want to just marry a rich guy whom i don't really love just to ensure i have a stable/luxurious life. I want to earn every penny myself now and build my own future. I am not the submissive kinda girl, neither do i believe in guys supporting the family. It takes two to clap. or rather, the more successful one initiates even if it's the girl. I know it's absurd to some of you to think of the future at this age now, but i'm a kanjiong spider. i'm scared. haha. so i am starting to thrift more, save more, spend less and work if i can. There are so many ways to love daniel, and one of the things i want to do is just to bring him for nice breakfasts. We give and take, i'm not saying i'm the only one doing things for him. He has done alot alot for me too (:
This blog post is somewhat inspired by him because i've been wanting to write something about him or us for 3 nights already but i just didnt get down to it. Do you know you're so wonderful daniel? Thank you for all the times you overcame your exhaustion after gymming or attachment to meet me for dinner, and for the times you woke up in the middle of the night to talk to me because i'm scared. Y'know what's one of the things that you did recently which i appreciate the most. That is the night which you were really really dying of fatigue, you picked up my call at 6am out of your sweet dream to talk to me when my account just got hacked. When i was insane and over thinking that the hacker would harm me in some ways i couldn't get to sleep at all, you let me cab down to your place at after dawn so i could find some security.
You crawled out of your bed, looking all morning-ish groggy, opened the gate for me and hugged me and put me to sleep and said ' don't be scared kay kay, i'm here' repetitively. Then you pushed aside your pre-planned plans for the day to accompany me. How can i not be thankful?
I told you we fit each other perfectly well like a puzzle. It doesn't matter how others look at me, at you or at us because they can't fit us like how we do. My flaws are flaws in people's eyes but they are flaws which you can tolerate easily. You strength may be just strength to others, but it's more than just normal strength, it's your charisma. Vice versa. The chemistry that you and i have is beyond comprehension. I'm not talking about getting electrocuted in the eyes. We know those are just fairytales. I'm talking about the endless topics we have, the laughter we bring to each other, how you think i'm cute and silly but no one else sees it, and like how cute and charismatic i think you are, which some others may not see it too. The dreams and goals we pursue, our personality, our food likes. You may not realise it, but we're influencing each other so much we're probably switching roles already. You know the ways i've influenced you, and you know too the way you've changed me, and we're just getting closer and closer to being something even more compatible.
Quarrels and petty bickers we have, but we know they never fail to make us stronger and make us realise how much we love each other, how much we don't wanna lose this to something so worthless compared to what we have.
Till the day i'm with you, i'll always remember something you said to me and that is
' we quarrel not because we dislike each other, but because we love one another too much that we're caring too much and it's affecting us so much.'
i love you so much daniel, and i can't ask for more.
♥♥♥
ps. i'm not naked please. got ribbbonzz there can see. haha. this was taken when we went to swim!
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