Sunday, September 14, 2008

I don't like promos i hate promos ttm. I want to get promoted without having promos exam can? I want to stay with 08s11 without having to take exam. I want to stick with these people now that we've finally been alot closer than what we used to be. Well at least for me , i am loving bee, amy, ng, py, penny, hanisah and nat. Y'know all the thoughts of having christ church back to me , so sick of PJ and not adapting and all that shit are not crossing my mind as much anymore. I took 6 months to fully adapt and i don't want an exam to dis-illusionizeeeee(sp?) everything that i'm having now. Retaining's my last choice.

I hate what promos is doing to me now ; stealing my time away from my family and friends plus my boy. I really want to see so many people so badly , and of course the exceptional few that i'm already dying to meet. JC = bye socialising , hi to no life. Yesterday after mugging with penny and amy at beauty world , i zoomed off to geylang to have dinner with my family and gwen's family just a call from mumsy. Leo(my very loved one) and dearie came to have dinner with us too cos i guess they know this dinner's gonna mean alot to me cos it's family(them included) time.
This coming sunday's gonna be "lantern party" at elton's with elton&co and i think bosco and all too. Yknow i wanna go so badly , but damnit why must...?! I keep telling myself if gerri and lilyuan who are taking Alevel in like a month plus can go , why not me who's just taking promos?! But i concluded , maybe(pretty damn sure) i'm not as smart as they are full stop
Butbutbut i miss natnat and the girls. Miss jeevan ning and all.
So damn sure life's at the lowest peak for me now , but no i'm not the only one.


Amy i read your blog and talked to you about it , and i know we both feel the same. Feel like we're almost dead before we even step into the examination hall. But no , we must not feel this way okay! Study hard and things may just fall into place. Centuryegg , you too! No stressballzzz no emo okay. Everything's gonna be alright. God is always there for you , so are we! Lubyoutwo. We're innit together . Live high live mighty!

And shengzzzy! 1 year and 9 months just zoomed pass us so fast and i'm glad we're still firm. Although i always tell you that you have ___ nose , ____ face , and every bad thing a person will never say , you know i am always kidding. You're a 9/10 and that missing 1 is cos technically no one's perfect. You're almost impeccable and you're so damn awesome. As much as i hate it , i am already dependent on you.
They say blessed is a man's first love , but i say blessed is a man's last love.