Friday, April 25, 2008


I MISS ALISTAIR SO FRIGGIN' MUCH.

sometimes i wish we could buy an apartment and live together. He's the bestest guy i've ever known in my life, the one who provides the anchor that holds down my sanity in this crazy , fast paced world. The security blanket that i can always fall back on in times of distress. A man whose ears picked up the rythm of my heartbeat. When my already weakened fortitude crumbled , he'd bury my face in his arms displacing my fear with love.


"Always toward absent lovers love's tide stronger flows."



He is my bestfriend.
He is my lover.
He is my family.
He is my everything.