7th month

our desserts

our neoprints,
at paragon (:
in sushi tei (: shades of us !
yeah our dinner!
SUSHI TEI.
<:l

jiayi , francesca and i <3

gabriel and i ! :D

look at fiona,
I LOVE MY GIRLS.
twins (:


yayyyyy

are we hot or what. HAHHA
(:
thinking of you constantly.
LOVE.

camwhores.

if i were to use one word to describe today , happiness is the best fit. what's going on? i've no lack of faith that the usual's not gonna change. this is how i feel , nothing's going wrong on top.


haha , i'm really happy today (: yeah cause today's our 7th month. i'm not happy because hunn and i last till now (it's not long anyways) , but i really enjoy spending quality time with him , yeah totally! :D it beats spending time shopping , catching a movie , on the phone and stuffs. though we didn't get anything for each other , it still rock upside down. it's been quite some time since hunn and i spent time together on our monthly ann thing. and even if it was just not too long ago , it was just a simple fare. today was simple too , just that it's more fun! (:


so yes , the most important thing - church. had service at expo hall as today was a combined service. the sermon totally hit me and i felt really convicted. it was about forgiving totally. yea totally makes a difference , big one indeed. sometimes we think we have forgiven someone , but these "sometimes" , we're often wrong. forgiveness is really an extension of grace because it's not something within expectation but beyond it. many times , we focused on our own hurts , but never bothered/tried to understand how the other party is feeling which eventually boils down to hatred. it isn't easy to forgive yes , but it isn't that difficult to forgive too. who are we to judge when everyone's created in the image of God.



(: (: (: after which , i headed down to gramp's place with my family. i'm excited about auntyliana's wedding dinner and all. but i didn't know preparation for wedding is such a 'hassle' , yea in a way (not that it's bad.). stayed there till 4plus and bus-ed down to town to meet chusheng (:


bought my lip gloss juice while waiting for him. IT'S REALLY NICE ANYWAYS! :D went to heeren to take neoprints and YES IT TURNED OUT QUITE NICE [: headed to paragon for dinner. we ate at sushi tei which is like teh bomb! :D we ate alot alot alot alot like a family's share. and du-uh it taste greato. we thought the bill would be really expensive like 70plus (because we really ate alot.) but it turned out to be 50bucks. YAYNESS. we took alot of photos and had alot of fun! i kept telling him that his ear looks tasty. HAHAHAH and we just kept laughing and playing. so we managed to finish ALL the food in like two hours' time and picked out butts to leave (:walked to wisma's cab stand and xojidsfklewdfghjio the cab queue was super longgg! ): so we called for cab. photos will only be up in a few days(: i'm catching transformers with baby tomorrow morning! :D heard it's a good show.


yeah and i'm gonna turn in now , goodnight!

haha this is like shaunlim (with the afro) and pornchai.

they were playing gladiator.

reached sheng's school at like 11 am and it was super super hot , yes i swear. i have like my tank top mark on my body ): beat that man , getting tanned at carnival. i was just madly sweating ): eeeeee.
thank god for these girls who accompanied me while chusheng did his stuffs. beloved jiayi and her friend (: jiayi's sucha sweetheart okay. she piggy back-ed me despite being just 2kg heavier than me (: I LOVE YOU BIG TIME. and oh yes , elton and err elroy i think were wearing some women's clothes and wigs which was making us laugh our arses off.

so i left his school at 1? and met fionadarling at marina's starbucks to study (: with angelyn and vera. so productive , not. HAHAHA OH YES WE TOOK ALOT OF PHOTOS AND IT'S ALL WITH FIONA NOW. we took like some kids' ride thing which is teh bomb ! :D and gabriel came to meet us. ate at makan sutra , then to thai express for desserts (: and we hang and chill. laughing at really funny incidents. i seriously enjoyed my day spent with my girlfriends (:

and i cabbed down to far east to look for baby. ate at long john's (: went to forever 21 but the clothes are really weird , so i only got a pair of shades.headed home and i'm tired.

so much to say , but my eye lids are really failing me ): so goodnight all.

i skipped school today , so i decided to take 15 mins of my time to shorthog my comp (: met lovely kenzi ong to study after school today. though we didn't talk much (just study) , i really enjoy her presence and appreciate the time she made for me <: -kisses. so daddy came to pick me up from woodlands , back to chinese garden. THUMBS UP FOR oh-so wonderful DADDY ! :D studied for three hours straight once i bathed and had my dinner. of course , i called baby before i hit the sack and he never fails to make me feel happy just with that voice of his (:


though i slept for 7 hours , i just couldn't wake up this morning. thank god for parents who allow me to stay at home to study instead (: and i will. so i'm heading to rpee in a jiffy to meet irvin to study (:


goodbye.

p.s

my nine years bestie , come what may i'll cushion your fall and brave the storms with you as i've promised. i may not totally understand what you're going through now but i've gone through something similar to that for almost a year. when i say you're irreplaceable , i mean it with every weeds you find in the ocean hooked to my pinky. even if things are gonna fall short , ___ is gonna turn its back on you or even if the whole world is gonna do that , i'm still gonna walk with you and carry you on my back when you feel weariness weighing on you. you're gonna find two drops of tears every where you've cried at before. those tears from my eyes will just break its way outta my skin and fall beside yours as the sadness crawls under your skin. i love you more than words can convey.




anyways people , i had an extremely great week. i met dearest rebecca and julene after school at r-pee to study (: it was pretty productive considering it's the three of us (: we ended up talking still. saw quite alot of familiar faces in rpee , like laijie / verachua / shaunong/ travis etc. met bestie joel to go home together! :D it's total h-a-p-p-i-n-e-s-s because i miss my bestfriend alot.

met baby at westmall's coffeebean to study today till about 8pm (: and it was very productive yesterday. felt like resting today so we spent quality time instead <: on a random note , chusheng is very cute (: HEEEEEEEE.

tomorrow's gonna be a kenzi day! :D in case you people don't know who kenzi ong is , let me tell you she's a beautiful girl. haha! (: we're meeting after school to study tomorrow , and some catching up till evening [: I LOVE YOU KENZI , CHEER UP <3

and friday , i'm going to study after school with lessy at r-pee. after which , i'll go for cellgroup (: there's pot luck and i'm making some cheesebaconham thing which i learnt from my cousin.
anyways lessy , cheer up too k! things will fall in place (:

am going to sheng's school for carnival and i'll probably (hopefully too) meet fiona , angelyn and gab to study after that (:

so don't you guys think i had a great week and am gonna have a great week. du-uh! (: i love my friends and my bestfriends - all my precious gems. so as you can see , i'm gonna be really busy with studying ( because it's os in 3 months' time ) so the next time i blog will be next week i guess! till now , nothing means more than my friends/os/boyfriend/family.

goodnight all you.

chu and i went to hollandv's thai express for our very last[relax jack] dinner. we ate alot , yes so full! :D and we didn't have enough moolah so i had to go and withdraw some moolah. but anyhowanyhow , thai express rocks pants! (: & i so wanna apply for the thai express' orange card (: haha i'm talking to jon onggy now , is he cute or what?! YES HE IS.

hello people (: school's starting tomorrow , which also means the battle starts tomorrow. 3 more months to determine my new school , new course , new environment and new friends. i'd like that alot though (: still i dread school , dread the assignments , dread the stress , dread the competition , dread the rise and shine , dread the weariness board hanging over my neck ,
dread the thought of screwing os up. but i guess these are what really motivate me to study and slog my guts out.


i'm talking to kenzi and blade online now. it feels good talking to friends whom you lost touch with and rekindle that love. HAHAH. i'm so grateful for these two folks cause kenzi's such a sweetie and blade's gonna study together with me and teach me amath :D yeah i see a glimpse of hope for amath.

anyways , adidas sale ends today ): ohmygosh , i wanna get my bag ):

because i choked on my words , deceiving myself that things are gonna be just fine.
what we promised was a self hooked pinky.
i feel like chasing cars.

last night was total madness. i was dead tired but i forced myself to hang on and conference with fiona and gabrel till 12am and continued talking to chusheng till 2am. i felt like shit at first cause of some prick not picking up my calls. yea yea no one knows what am i ranting except for fiona , gabriel and probably alistair.

anyways i was over at nat's the whole afternoon. studied for like less than an hour and we watched ghostrider(dvd) which was pretty nice. thereafter , we had like pillowfights with like gwen and using all the pluffys to make some poo-ing and pregnant stories. total madness i swear , been long since we got loose and no doubt , it was hellaaaa fun ! :D nat and i were saying we'll form our own band together with gwen and hillary. HAHA I SWEAR IT'S SO GONNA ROCK(not.) CAUSE WE'RE SO NOT MUSICALLY INCLINED.

uncle sheng then fetched all of us to my place. they were all playing daidi(some card game) in the dark just trying to steal some brightness from my laptop , till like 11pm i think! (: HURHUR.

and for now , i'm still feeling like shit. so i'm gonna meet my dearest chusheng to study (: <3

it's chusheng time.

& it's high time i learn to look at things from a wiser perspective.

it's been so long since i'm being cryptic.

xoxo.

here today , gone tomorrow - beyond what words can describe.

yea i met these sweethearts of mine today (: and it's late at night now. one forty four am so,

let the photos do the talk (: goodnight.

i just talked to julene on the phone for awhile , and online with rebecca. how i miss them! :D

& i'm gonna meet angelyn , fiona , vera , gabriel and alistair tomorrow! YAYNESS.

i'm really happy.

HEE.

goodnight.

haha i drew this for you-know-who just now , and it's his phone's wallpaper now.

oh oh anyhoo , his new phone is teh bomb. you can like draw this with his phone :D

rise and shine , i met irvinong at kap to study from 11-3pm (: thanks for coming down. met joshua leong and his girlfriend , jaimie too! (: she's sucha nice girl.

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my-always-caring boyfriend accompanied me to tech whye to get my contacts. i have eye infection now and i'm tearing lot , probably 1/3 of a cup. heyhey you think that's very little , BUT IT'S HALF 1/3 A CUP OF TEARS! TEARS , NOT THE WATER THAT FLOWS FROM YOUR TAP. it hurts okayyy :/ so anyways , he forced me to close my eyes and cabbed me home (: thank you ! and thanks for staying for dinner. it was fun yea , cause of like what my mum told him how i was like when i was young and all! :D HAHAH.

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today has been extremely fruitful , why? i met this girly of mine at kap to study and she's CHENXIAOWEI. i totally miss her so much and even if it was just for that short while , i'm more than happy. you may think you know her but she isn't what she portrays to be. she has a heart that truly loves those she thinks ought to be loved , with no veil nor ulterior intentions. yet , there're many things which she reasonably expects in a friend. how many can withstand rain and storm , weal and woe are those embedded in her heart. those who love with heart and blind the eyes are those r.e.a.l friends. i've learnt many things from her ; the importance of being naked to each other - without any veil covered. many many things. the times we used to hang out almost every week - the camwhoring , cooking , just lying on the bed exchanging our two cents worth. she always makes me feel so loved ; always holding my hand , tugging my shoulders , making small little gifts , and making my day with her ear to ear smile. even if this year is gonna busy for us , i know deep down things will never change.
childish and cliche it may sound , but what matters world to me is always
XWPHIA.

i've been cranky today like screaming on the phone , keeping totally mum , acting like i'm angry etc etc. I DON'T KNOW WHY.

anyways , i went to town to cut hair (: i cut bangs. it's nice! but i won't put up any photos. NAYNAYNEE. okay sheesh i'm really pissed off now. byebye

one of the photos taken at esplanade on sheng's birthday.

yeaa , i have really droooooopy eyes cause it was rather late at night!
today's dinner!

today's just another bleeeh day of my holidays. when will i get my mind fixed on studying for os , when will i get my mind off those bigbigbig distractions? G-O-D K-N-O-W-S W-H-E-N. it's been donkey years since i really sat down at my study table for more than an hour to do some serious studying. a month ago , when it was mye? yea probably. so , GOD BLESS THIS LAZY SOUL WHO'S WALLOWING IN SELF-PITY CUM REFLECTION , AMEN.

anyways this photo above is what sheng and i had for dinner - JAPANESE GREEN PEAS. yea , not just that of course. we had ten coloured plates and it's one of the cheapest sakae sushi meals out of the many we had eaten. sinful cravings we always have (: we played this game before dinner ; no LAHs , LEHs , MEHs and all the singlish language. the punishment would be 7bucks for each word (: and i won 42 bucks! he won 14 bucks i think! :D -grins! so he bought me a forever 21 grey top and two packets of marks and spencer sweets for err , tomorow's breakfast! :D

we went to lido to watch ocean's 13. it was mediocre , HAHA. saw harresh and timhan there.

yea harresh asked me if i wanted my fur file , but i think i would have to wait for 1 more year if i said yes.!

okayyyy i'm gonna watch teevee! :D bye.

i spent his birthday with him.

just like memories imprinted at every phase of my life , ours is just a little more extraordinary.

a lot more beautiful.
a lot more complete.

i had an extremely fun day(:

just sitting with you side by side at the edge of the platform , looking at the sea

exchanging our thoughts in silence - bliss.

the happy worms digging in my heart ; those happy fishes swimming in my ocean.

alot more captures , about 130photos.

this is baby at haji lane. bought a few things from there and yeah my toes hurt from all the walking. grr!
hunn took this! :D
and these are my buys today.

i love chusheng! (:

this is hunn , waiting for me outside the fitting room at haji lane.

this is one of the nicest fitting room in haji lane.

HAHAH

yeah.

and i shall mark an end to the gss shopping! :D i've enough. haha really enough. i've gotta go sentosa to play , go for a good birthday dinner and a good massage and i shall start studying for olevels , if not i'm a big piece of dead meat! and i'll start meeting all my girlys as i promised! :D

i'm excited for baby's birthday! :D

and i gotta make sheng's present now , i've got really no time to blog.

so bye for now! :D

YESTERDAY
MY GOODS FOR TWO DAYS! (:
TODAY'S DINNER
MY FAVE!
WHAT ELSE BUT LOVE!

hello! (:

i'm like really lazy to blog!

went town with hunney last night after making tiramisu at my place.

it was a success anyways! :D

went shopping and the photo on top consists on what baby bought for me using the money we've been saving (:

and he only bought a top and shades.

met leeeeeeoo.

and we headed home soon after that.

tomorrow's gonna be another shopping spree at vivo(:

it'll be much more fruitful than this <3!

goodnight world.

THESE ARE THE FOOD I COOKED FOR BABY.
YUMMM

chusheng and i at holland's bus stop (:
chenxiaowei and i at rp's bus stop (:
fiona and i in rp (:

these photos were taken on saturday! :D

went to meet xw and fiona at rp to study.

it was soooooo not productive.

GAHH.

stayed there for like 4 hours and i only did one chapter of amath ]:

went to hillview to meet baby.

and we bus-d down to town.
went to taka to eat and cabbed home.

yeah , anything for chusheng (:

went to church on sunday morning (:

and headed down to gramp's place.

supposed to meet my dearest isaacchan to get my mp3 but he was still sleeping.

i'm gonna miss him so much cause he's going to malaysia today.

he promised to call me before he leaves <: what a darling right!

picked mummy and aunt niko's family at the airport (:

chu came to my house this afternoon and we ordered macs.

he's very cuteeeee when he gets tickled! (:

anyways , we've saved up 730bucks already!

another 270bucks and we can do A-L-L things.

hahah.

so yeah , life's pretty interesting for a olevel kid (:

am meeting lessy tomorrow (:

bye hunns!