ALAN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY (:

Strawberry shortcake from Basil Alcove.

Photos @ carousel scotts road.

(3 weeks ago?)

Will upload more!

Natasha Keira.

I don't know how to go about telling you how much you mean to me and how much it really pains me to see you leave singapore. Those neoprints we took , i still have them but most importantly , the memories we both share , they

're still safely kept within me. As i type this , my tears are surrounding my eyes yet again. We may not be the closest friends or the kinda friends who hang out always. But we know for sure , there's just this thing between us which brings us close enough without doing anything. I still remember times when i was bullied and didn't speak up , you were the one who faithfully stood by me and encouraging me with hugs and letters. Times when i couldn't get over tim , you were also the one who pulled me through and overcame all the hurdles i had. Even on my birthday , you didn't forget and even gave me a lovely card sealed with a kiss. These simple little things are what make me who i am now , moulded me and taught me to be strong in life and not to shed a single tear no matter how hopeless things look.

Please promise me to write letters back or drop me a call whenever! Distance won't draw us apart my dearest girlfriend. Study hard for your final lap and we must meet up before you leave aight? (:

I LOVE YOU SWEETEST THING.

Anyways , I met bestf Alist and Lessy at macs to study ytd before going for graduation service. Hahah our valedictorian's damned funny ay , HURHUR. Mdm Ng's short little speech was quite touching and i was almost moved to tears , almost! Then i went to look for Natasha dear. I can't bear to see her leave but i'm happy that she's going to such a nice place. We hugged and cried.

So , i rushed home to bathe and change and headed to Alan's party(like our grad party also! HAHA, kind of la.) , which means i didn't go for cell group again ): sorry jonathan! Photos are with Julene ((: It was really fun last night esp taking photos and all <:

I had tuition this morning at toapayoh and my dad sent me there. I really love and appreciate my dad for that. For always willing to wake up early and drop me at my destination before heading off to work (: Anyways , tuition was for 4 hours and it was really tiring so i hope all my effort will pay off. Headed down to Bras Basah Complex with Sheng to get some books and we went to the nearby macs to study. I studied for 7.5 hours today , such a sense of accomplishment! :D Ohoh , we went to Basil Alcove for dinner.

It's really really good. It's a brazilian restaurant with affordable price! HAHAH photos another time! :D The strawberry shortcake is awesome i swear.

Don't bullpoo me with those nonsense ay.
Right at this stage when everyone's gonna graduate in a month's time,(ok not you oops sorry.) you still wanna play this childish thing.
It shows us how your mindset had actually stopped developing and stayed stagnant when you were probably 6years old , or fine , 7years old till now.
Bye poor ol little self obsessive thing.



Alan messaged me about it and it just required less than a min with a few clicks to delete those HUR-HUR-SO-FUNNY-COMMENTS/JOKES it probably took you quite long to type for me to delete them in a split second. Boom gone. How entertaining you find it right? Go and study for your exam if you don't want to remain as an 18years old sec 4 student k.

Hahah alan thought i'd dwell and brood over it. Nayy. I was pretty amused that someone would take time off when their Nlevel is next week to drop me so many senseless comments.


Sheng > Play canon in D without stopping and i'll get you anything you want. anything.

Me > HURHUR. LV BAG OKAY!

Sheng > that i'll need two years to save up.(bullshit.)

Me > kidding la. wait till i can play without stopping k.

***& i did it! :D so i'm thinking what to get (: not LV bag of course!

Online goods.

It's something similar. This is just the inspiredby piece (:

Yayyy :D

So,

I went to Gls building to collect my phone today and it's just feels extremely good to have a sensitive joystick again. Hahah. I headed down to Hollandv's coffeebean to study and Jiayi and Chusheng came down too! :D We had Thai express for lunch and it was as usual , gratifying.

We played tictactoe , scissorspaperstone , hangman and i forced them to eat atomic fireball(not-so-nice-sweet). I really hoped they could persevere and finish it but both of them couldn't take the hotness.

Anyways , i went to Joel's mum's shop to buy sweets and it just brought back so many pleasant memories i had with Joel (: That bestie , i love him beyond what words can convey.

I told Joel "You must lend me your shoulders when i get back os result , whether is it for tears of joy or despair."

Really , i'm gonna leave everything in God's hand. I put in my best and i'm sure he'll help me through like how he always did ((:

I'm gonna meet Alvin at the library to study , and then to toapayoh for intensive amath tuition (: and then bus back to chinese garden. Suicidal ay?

Alan's birthday party this Friday. Yes or no? ): Put in such a dilemma.

It's 10:23 pm now , and i'm still wearing school uniform - BEAMS!


Surprisingly i managed to wake up for school today so i went to school ((: My hair looks like crap when it's tied up cause it's so short after trimming and i'm lazy to pin my hair up so it looks like the UGLY-HAGGARD-OUTTA-BED-LOOK , and i mean ugly , really.
But i think it's even worse to leave your hair untied when you're in school uniform , right.

Rushed down to Westmall's CoffeeBean to find Sheng and we mugged there. I think i saw Joan(my pri school friend.) She looks really pretty now. Haha.
So , baby and i studied till 7ish. I mugged for 8hours today! Record breaking ay :D I was extremely tired and we decided to pamper ourselves with S-A-K-A-E S-U-S-H-I! yayyy it's been like 2weeks since we ate at Sakae.


I'm finally meeting dearest Limjiayi at hollandv to mug! :)) OHMYTIAN , I MISS HER LIKE CRAZY. Teehee.

Goodbye worldd.

l.o.v.e

I finally ordered a dress online after much much trouble and browsing. So i'm gonna wear that on Terence's wedding which unfortunately falls in the midst of olevel.
):


Friday ,

Sheng came over to my place with sole intention to study but we ended up pillow-fighting and wrestling the whole afternoon , sealing the day with hokkien mee and mango juice (: Many times , I'd rather spend my time like this than to hang in town to catch a movie or shop around. Simple yet fulfilling.
(Oh , did i not mention that i did not study the entire day.)
I was exhausted after a whole day's fun and decided to guiltily give cellgroup a miss.


Saturday ,

Met Sheng at Gls Building to send my phone for repair and headed down to Novena Square for lunch. We had Hans , and i still like it as much as i did when i was a kid. Those good ol days when my family and i would frequent hans just for a simple dinner (: awesome.
Went down to United Square's starbucks to meet Sheng's friends to study. Jason tan , Pornchai , Xianwen , Joshua and Elroi were there.
I finished ONLY a set of amath june paper1 and i got 66% :D this is the first time i pass amath k! Prayers work wonder and efforts do pay off (:
Bus-ed down to Bugis to meet the clique - JAGFAVS(minus alistair) for steamboat! :D Almost everything i ate was vege and egg! HAHAH. Fiona and Vera are the scariest ceeehamm lovers i've seen so far! They ate at least 100 ceehamms altogether. Hahahah :D We then went to hide behind some bushes to play fire sparkles! (: Damn embarrassing , but was really fun. Hahhaha! (: Took a photo with fiona with her polaroid cam and it looks damn olschool. I LIKE!


Sunday , (today.)

Here i am settling down in front of my lappy , listening to songs while waiting for Sheng to come.
Sermon was , as usual , anointing (: I was munching on my honey cereal and orange chocolate too! Sunday is just a good day to sit back and rest , receive the word of God (:
When Sheng comes , we're gonna mug!


Byeeeee.

Isolation opens my floodgates of thoughts.

"Should i let the thousand voices flood my ears or let silence be my sole companion?

For now , i choose silence."

(It's not in significance of order.)

Joelang & Chenxiaowei

They are the ones who provide the anchor that holds down my sanity in this crazy , fast-paced world. They give me the lessons in life that i often disregard at first but come to appreciate later. They are the security blankets that i can always fall back on in times of distress.

"Love sees no flaw."

And ours is more than mere friendship , it's love.

Aaron Leong , Julene ang , Rebecca Quek , Natasha Keira and Kenzi Ong.

My closer schoolmates , who never fail to stand by me when everything seemed doom. I will always remember the bits and pieces of fun and obstacles we went through together. We'll all work hard , and finish our last race as one.

Lessy.

My partner in crime , lessons wreck-er , baker. Thanks for the memories (: Thanks for all the nice little things you did for me. Stick or sway , you've given me one of the best set of school life no one can ask for (: ! I hope you remember how the name Lessy came by , cause i won't forget.

Dharham , Leo , Jon ong.

They are the ones who will always be there when i need someone to "avenge" and fight the bullies. Just like brothers to me , like what the photo depicts. Dharham , someone who always wants the best for me , and care for me in every way he could. Leo , someone whom i know thru sheng. Though we don't hang as often as we did anymore , thanks for being like a "big brother" to me , offered to help me with some bad politics and all. It's just the thought that counts (: And jonathan ong ; my twinky two. We're full of shit and he's always always the one i'd turn to when i need someone to cheer me up. You're always that special twinky two deeep deeeep down ! ((:

Sheng (: <3

Times like this , you always understand. Your ears always picked the rythm of my heart , therefore knowing me best. To me , it isn't all the materialistic needs you're feeing me that i feel being blessed. But it's living a life that's satisfying and filled with love that constitutes a victory. Thanks for being the wonderwall of my life.

I hear a song of us , composed of the notes that only came from one who experience affection.

Isaac chan.

A picture says a thousand words.

I still remember vividly this same exact embrace we had when i was feeling down. Just without much to say/do , you know all i needed was just a hug that separates me from the world. No doubt , you've unceasingly been my source of comfort , love and happiness. You're beyond words description. So , i truly thank you for being the pillar of my life.

The clique - Jeevan , Gabriel , Alistair , Fiona , Vera , Angelyn and i ! (:

We're all in this together , and nothing is gonna break us apart. I absolutely love each and everyone of you. We had all our whim and fancy , and now it's high time we settle down to work towards our common goal. I thank God for sucha lovely bunch of friends who're always holding me tight thru weals and woes.

We have the power to bestow freedom , but we choose to stick.

JAGFAVS - commitment , honesty , communication , responsibility , understanding , love , sincerity and above all , always remembering that it's our contract for life.

MUCHLOVED.

Limjiayi (:

A beautiful girl.

Someone i'd have never thought of being good friend with , yet turn out to be my best chapter of my life. We're in the same boat in many ways that's why we have so many things in common. We have shared many fun times in this short span of time.

Climbing over your apartment's gate , running away from your house , studying together , procastinating, eating at coronation plaza , gossips , celebrating my birthday with me , barker carnival , japanese club trips , telling of love stories and disgusting guys.

So many things with you , i won't forget.

I LOVEEE YOU JIAYI , AND SEE YOU SOON!

Alas , life offers a multitude of opportunities so do not give up upon setbacks!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

(:

I had my bangs cut in june when the bangs trend stand down , and here it is!



It looked pretty nice until i got sick of it , especially seeing the number of bangs grew so i decided to keep longg fringe again! Many said i look better with long fringe , i beg to differ. But for convenience and soft look , i shall keep long fringe again ! :D
I remember my hair stylist telling me that bangs only suit some kinda face shape and features best , and i really agree.

This holiday had been rather merciless to me cause i was sick , and as days pass , it only signals the nearing of Olevel.

FRIDAY 07SEPT07 -

I met bestf Alistair @ amk library to study from 11am to 3pm and it was veryveryvery productive! (: Headed down to town to meet sheng and we went to Carousel@Scotts for high tea buffet. It was slightly above average i guess. I like the laksa , cakes , sophia made icekachang , buttercream bread, lemon cream scones and kueh pie tea. The ambience was lovely and the hot pink table stands are really unique! It's a should try (: and it's at an affordable price! Alright , so next we walked to Heeren to take neoprints. And goodness gracious , that machine was hella fun and the pictures turned out real good so ppl, go and try alright! After that , i crashed over at Gwen's place (:

SATURDAY 08SEPT07

Headed down to Bishan's Mos Burger to meet Jee&co and we mugged. It was rather productive for me cause i completed two sets of Emath paper1 and my chem revision. Then , aunty Niko came down to fetch me home (: Joel's at my house playing mahjong now. Hahahha bye.

A little dosage of my girly makes my day ((:




I woke up early in the morning @ 10am and rang girlf Amanda up! (: So i met up with her at woodlands mrt. Saw Sebastian Wong there! :D teeheeeeee miss him like madddddd. Anyways , we went to ColdStorage to get the ingredients and headed over to melody's place to make oreo cheesecake(funfun!). It didn't turn out to look as nice as i thought , but it taste pretty nice!

I was overjoyed to finally meet up with Amanda, and it sure was comfortable with melody with us! ((: Amanda , you must stay strong k? I loveeeee you.

Sheng came to pick me up and we went to my house (: & cab fare was crazy, really. Poor us had to settle for cup noodles. Hahaha! Anyhows , we spent real good quality time. I slipped into his big jersey and shorts and laid flat down with him to talk. I gave him one of my ty dolls and that's his Sophia (: Details spared ; we just had good quality time spent together.

We watched Livethedreams , and this guy called Fendi can sing really well. I really love his singing style and his voice. Awesome shit.
I'm off to tv!
Byeeeeeeeee love.

Believe it or not , i'm down with sore throat and block nose again ): weekly thing aye?
Went out to bt timah for dinner with Sheng last night , and of course it's really good. Had a very fun time and the food was good.

He came knocking at my door early morning today with breakfast for me (: Thanks hunn. It was fried chicken with vege and porridge (: It was whoping nice. We lied on the bed and i was feeling awfully tired and he left for soccer with Druce and all.

Time now is 2:10pm , and i've fiesta choco cheesecake in front of me. I think i'm gonna start studying from 3pm till 9pm later (: I REALLY HOPE SO CAUSE PAST FEW DAYS HAD NOT BEEN PRODUCTIVE AND OS IS IN A MONTH'S TIME ):

Yeah , goodbye all you.

Tomorrow - Amanda dearest is coming over to my place to _ _ _ _ for our boyfs. & i'll be meeting bestieeejoelf&chenny for dinner (: (How free an olevel student isn't it?) HAHA.

I don't believe in any thing you say anymore.
& i think you're more than just self obsessed , self endorsing too.

Yes i'm feeling very pissed with that particular someone now , because you try so hard to be someone you're not and why do you need to do that?


Anyways , i'm having a very bad sore throat now and it sucks big time cause i can't eat fried stuffs ):
I woke up and 10am this morning to prepare lunch for sheng (: so i made fried rice with egg and sausage , sliced apples and mango , fiesta cheescake! (: Sent it over to his house and i left to meet fiona&co at bishan to mug.

We had Sakae for lunch and i saw this bag i like (: i think i need a new set of wishlist again! :D hahaha. Today wasn't productive at all , cause of the fact that i was late and they had to leave early for movie , plus my throat was irritating me.

Headed down to Newton and daddy fetched me home from there (:


(Photos are in the cam , but i have no cable now.)
Goodbye.

Teehee (: today was a chushengggggg day! :D and i'm a very happy girl.




Sheng came over to my place at noon time and we left for wisma (: ate at food republic(chicken rice) + lime ice cream! so we shopped around. Topshop has absolute nice stuffs. I forgot to buy the Kate moss' button tank so i'll go back real soon. Anyhows , Forever21 has weird stuufs now ): super sad. We went to Adidas and i bought baby the adidas limited ed black and white shoe! It's very nice! :D and i wanna buy the red bag (no blings!) so yea. We looked around Topshop and Mango for my silvery grey pants but it's either not nice or not jeans type so ended up buying the normal grey one from Fareast Plaza. Big rip off but oh wells.(Sheng bought it for me tho , so i'll like it. Teeheeee) Then we went to Lido to watch Evan Almighty! (: OMGGGGGGGG VERY NICE! everyone must watch ok cause it's funny and meaningful.

We headed down to Wisma's DinTaiFung for dinner and i loveeeeee it like crazy. My favourite chinese restaurant! (: We ordered 10xiaolongbaos , fried rice with egg&shrimps , golden fried prawn pancake , two mango puddings , one coke and a cold sweet prune drink! (: quite alot aye? But i still wasn't full. HAHAHA.

Headed down to Paragon and i bought two lovely pairs of earrings from island shop! (: I wanted to get the shades from Miss selfidge too , but Leon see was pressing us! ): Then we went down to the marketplace and sheng bought me a packet of edamamae , mango jelly and jappo cup noodle! :D thanks dear.

And we cabbed home , too tired to bus or train.
Hahaha this was what Sheng and i were conversing about in the cab ------->




Sophia > Hey , how much did we spend altogether today? (:
Sheng > Err(counts*) , around 350bucks? Yeah.
Sophia > HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH WE'RE CRAZY HAHHAHAHA.
Sheng > You're even more crazy to be laughing. People cry when they spend too much and you laugh.


And then Sheng joined me to laugh. I bet the uncle thought we are sick!

Okay , i'm sleepy! G'NIGHT WORLDDD.