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I'M HAPPY TODAY!
:D


went to woodlands library to study with irvin at like 10am. we bought the minitoons' sweets! ADDICTION (: ! left at 1pm and went to her house. oh yes! we bought ondeh ondeh again! ((: and the filling inside literally spilled out okay! we fried our own potato chips and my gosh , TANTALISING CRISPY POTATOES! i think we can like sell potato chips! <: supposed to go town to look for sheng , but decided to spend more time with my lessy! ((: headed for edge after that. today's sermon is awesome , about hope. made alot of sense to me!


someone asked me a question , here's your answer.

there's no unconditional love in this world.
no love that lasts forever.
love is something i find it hard to exist even between relationship.
even for sheng and i , i won't say it's love.
it's much of adoration and likeness.
because love is such a rare and mature thing.

joel leong for almost 2 years didn't ignite love i'd say.
it was more of a likeness and click-able thing.

i used to like this guy so much , i'd do anything for him.
i thought we would never end.
he snapped me back into the harsh reality,
but i still loved him for almost a year.
it was love , love that hurt so bad.
yet there was so resistance to the pain.
the only guy i've really loved so far.
then again , loved.
timothy han.

and now ,
i'm happy with sheng.
we're not together for long , so i won't say i love him.
i really really adore him and like him ((:
i'm beginning to love him actually.
time will prove everything yes!
love isn't something i'll give easily.
so isn't it a precious thing?
((:
sheng , things might not be forever.
we might not be forever.
everything is unpredictable.
but what matters most , is the present! ((:
we'll be an enchanting story for each other ,
creating miracles in each others' life.
i'll be your movie ,
simply because i adore you(:


jeremy seaward said something very meaningful today.

we shouldn't pin hopes on the world things cause they're temporary and brings us disappointment. only the father offers eternal hope (: