♥ carouselride

Have you ever felt like you're at the verge of being torn apart like there's a huge cut in the heart that's almost tangible? this abyss of time and space that you get lost in, whch digs the inner depth of your heart and tickling your bloody tear glands but there's something holding your tears back like it's not the friggin right time to release the grief that's bursting in you. And then when it has found an outlet to release, it bounces back to make you feel like crying but your tears just aren't there. Yea, that's how i'm feeling right now.
I hate the day that L is gonna leave singapore for australia or hongkong. I hate the thought of everything that's gonna take place in 6 months' time. I hate departures, i hate goodbyes. I hate feeling attached to a close friend, and next moment, we're all gonna be apart for years.
F.